It's very hard this time of year, I have not been as good as I could have this week, but with 6 more days to Christmas I know if I decided now to wait til after Christmas that it would be disaster, I could have a 1lb on a day lol, so I am just starting each day afresh and trying my best. Why don't you try the same a keep an honest food diary. Good luck whatever you decide and have a great christmas x