So a few may remember me from Late last year, I returned after Christmas but have been quiet up to now due to serious problems at home. I have struggled to keep on track whilst my marriage has been imploding. We started counselling a few weeks back but sadly this has not yet touched the sides and any attempt at communication is classed as me "nagging" or always "on his case".
Anyway, today it all came to a head and we are to divorce, he is currently out getting pi**ed, texting me all the names under the sun. But, I am two weeks into CD and have managed to stay on plan, god knows how as alcohol is seriously calling me. If ever the need to self medicate with food was called for...it's now.
I'm sorry to offload here, but just feel incredibly lonely right now and my already beneath the floor self esteem has just gone and bought a pick axe to dig deeper.
Am just determined not to stop SS, that's the only part of my life I currently can control.
Dolly
Anyway, today it all came to a head and we are to divorce, he is currently out getting pi**ed, texting me all the names under the sun. But, I am two weeks into CD and have managed to stay on plan, god knows how as alcohol is seriously calling me. If ever the need to self medicate with food was called for...it's now.
I'm sorry to offload here, but just feel incredibly lonely right now and my already beneath the floor self esteem has just gone and bought a pick axe to dig deeper.
Am just determined not to stop SS, that's the only part of my life I currently can control.
Dolly