I thought i posted this, obv not....
I went the gym last wednesday (this was after the incident after sw, so my confidence was nonexistent as it was) I went with a friend, who is larger than me (but not by much)
I was on the bikes, and she had done her bit, and went to the lockers to get my phone for me. She came back and said there were a group of guys who were looking at us and sniggering....i just laughed it off saying that they must be overcompensating for having a little manhood
When we were done, the same guys were still in the corner, sniggering, one made a comment and said "Seriously- why do porkers even bother? They're just going to eat pies when they get home. Fat people should be shot"
I was so close to lobbing a dumbell at them....my friend didnt hear them, thank god.
I mean ffs, i've struggled with depression for YEARS. i have to go out drugged up so i don't have a panic attack, and i'm trying to not self-harm, which is proving to be extremely difficult....and they go and do that
thats 3 in only a short period of time