pinkyfluff
Grappling with life
I lost a lb last week by the skin of my teeth, got past my 1st silver seven and since then I have just eaten anything remotely edible and some things not even close to edible if I'm honest. Feel so bl**dy angry at myself but can't stop myself.
Even now having just sat here and eaten a big bag of prawn crackers I am thinking I need something sweet to finish it off!
I have this evening been handed my invite to my ex-husbands wedding next July, 32 weeks away. I would really like to be at goal then, I don't want to be the fat, frumpy ex wife. I still have 54lb to lose to be at goal.
ARRRRGGGHHHHHHH.
cr@p cr@p cr@p,
I do feel somewhat better now. I have barely been on this site all week cos I have been so bad.
Some one slap me.
x
Even now having just sat here and eaten a big bag of prawn crackers I am thinking I need something sweet to finish it off!
I have this evening been handed my invite to my ex-husbands wedding next July, 32 weeks away. I would really like to be at goal then, I don't want to be the fat, frumpy ex wife. I still have 54lb to lose to be at goal.
ARRRRGGGHHHHHHH.
cr@p cr@p cr@p,
I do feel somewhat better now. I have barely been on this site all week cos I have been so bad.
Some one slap me.
x