mrsblobby38
Silver Member
Well here I am again another xmas looming and I am still fat !!!
its hard to believe that 5 years ago I was a trim size 10 and full of confidence now 4 stone heavier and wearing a black baggy wardrobe that johnny cash would be proud of
I have decided that I am a food addict and that I need to break free for a couple of months and start again, what started my addiction? was it my ex partner having an affair? or loosing my baby ? or just having to move 500 miles from home to start again, I dont know but I need to tackle it as I am going downhill fast all my joints ache I have developed asthma, and I feel depressed :cry:So tomorrow I am starting Exante no more counting points , cooking food,then over eating, I know it sounds strange but I feel relieved and happy at the thought. I have decided to start a diary to write down my struggles, and good days down and I hope you will all leave comments with your own thoughts
I feel excited for tomorrow and cant wait for my first weigh in so here goes until tomorrow morning x