Skittlelover
Full Member
Posted this in the weight watchers section but I may have put it in the wrong place so sticking it in here aswell! Old minimin user, new diaries new posts new starts!
Returned to weight watchers this week, have had a terrible week and have no one to turn to! I need help, I need motivation, my attitude to food is terrible. It literally consumes me! I think about it constantly, I turn to chocolate to solve my problems, become disgusted in myself and once again turn to food! It's a vicious cycle! Haven't admitted that before but I know is true! It's ruining my life! I have never ever admitted that before or even wrote it down! My stress in relation to how I look is ruining my relationship with my boy and we are nearly 8years in! I can't be comfortable around him when I hate myself. I am graduating with a masters degree next week, it was in that 9months from hell I piled all the weight back on! Am hoping that everyone on here will give me some help, and advice! Yer all amazing and I need to be on the same kinda track! I'm goin up pour my heart and soul into this, even if its just me reading it!
Returned to weight watchers this week, have had a terrible week and have no one to turn to! I need help, I need motivation, my attitude to food is terrible. It literally consumes me! I think about it constantly, I turn to chocolate to solve my problems, become disgusted in myself and once again turn to food! It's a vicious cycle! Haven't admitted that before but I know is true! It's ruining my life! I have never ever admitted that before or even wrote it down! My stress in relation to how I look is ruining my relationship with my boy and we are nearly 8years in! I can't be comfortable around him when I hate myself. I am graduating with a masters degree next week, it was in that 9months from hell I piled all the weight back on! Am hoping that everyone on here will give me some help, and advice! Yer all amazing and I need to be on the same kinda track! I'm goin up pour my heart and soul into this, even if its just me reading it!