jodidi
Silver Member
Hi folks, I've rejoined last night and was ashamed to face the fact that I've put 2st 2lb back on of the 5st 11lb that I'd lost (lost 1/2 with SW & 1/2 with WW). I'm so annoyed with myself. I got to a size 16 and started to feel good and more confident then I just lost the plot! Apart from buying a few sz18 out of desperation I am Still squeezing into sz16 and it's not a pretty sight . I think I've been living in abit of denial. I don't like to look in mirrors but I saw myself in one the other day and I said to my hubby I can't believe what I look like, I look 9mths pregnant! My hubby said I need to keep looking in the mirror to help keep myself on track and he's right. I avoid the mirrors and I stop wearing makeup etc and caring about myself and just feel scruffy so I never really see myself bogging bigger and before I mow it I'm back to square one.
But what's different this time is I'm not back at square one, I've not put it all back on.. So fresh start as of now. Using this forum the first time around really helped as well so I need to get back into posting on here!
Thanks for listening to me ramble
But what's different this time is I'm not back at square one, I've not put it all back on.. So fresh start as of now. Using this forum the first time around really helped as well so I need to get back into posting on here!
Thanks for listening to me ramble