No, you are not being pathetic!
As your goal gets closer (10lbs before you finish SS), you can get complacent and happy that you have done so well. You then start to think - surely this little bit of.......wont hurt, but then get on the scales horrified that you have gained and can't think why.
If you keep a diary not only for your thoughts and feelings, but what you have eaten, you will see what is going on.
Don't give up, you really are so near....Just take one day at a time. Don't think that you have 10lbs to go, just look at how well you get through one day and before you know it, it will fall back into place.
I hope this makes sense - I do tend to ramble!!!!
Take care.
Kerry-Ann
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