Thanks Tara
I had a bath, played with the children for a little while, phone my hubby and sister.
Ask my hubby to bring home some Lamb for his tea tomorrow
, hope he forgets....... I love lamb and an not up to cooking it. I fell off the wagon on sunday when I was cooking tea.
Any way I'm having my shake now.. I am so very very hungry, I've done this diet before, I've lost lots of weight, and this is just me trying to lose the last bit. I don't remember feeling this ****, I'm positive in my mind, I'm happy not to have food until I go away for the weekend and again after that until I go on holiday, but my body is shocking. Tummy's calling for food, I have no energy and no patience with the kids, which I hate not having, it isn't there fault I over ate and needed to lose weight in the first place.
Any way, I just want someone to tell me I will feel better tomorrow, as I can't feel this **** for a few days.......
I could always have another shake later, but somehow that will make me feel nearly as bad as if I pigged out.
I am postive, I can do this, I have do it before. I just need to get through until tomorrow.......... And see what tomorrow brings, I have things I need to do tomorrow........ but if I feel like I do now I couldn't do them. I've drank nearly 5 litres of water already today and about 6 cups of tea....
Stay postive, stay postive, I will be slim, I will, I will, I will..............