hi to anyone reading!!!!!
so ive had a weird couple of weeks, i realised for the first time that i maybe an emotional eater, tbh i have never noticed this before even with the group sessions i havent picked up on this at all.
in 2009 i fell pregnant with my first baby and my hubs had an accident when i was 1month gone, after 2years the cas has just gone to court and all the memories came flooding back, i was ther from 9am till 5pm with the baby too. all i wanted was to eat, maybe because of the emotion of it all or the fact that i hadnt planned ahead and hadnt taken any of my packs or bar with me.
i felt i wanted to eat and coupled with the fact that at my last group session i sts and at popin a week later i put on 1lb even though i was 100%.
i used my adult head and decided i would do lite for a couple of weeks with a few days of total thrown in, i did my own version of lite as there were no group sessions or popins, i did have a day where i had carbs also i went out twice and had nandos and some sweeties which tbh i didnt like, have realised i like savoury foods more! i did cut back when i felt that i had eaten too much!
i went to weighin tonight and lost 4.18lbs which im soooooooooooo very proud of, i think i proved to myself that i can limit myself, choose to eat healthy and get back on track, i have learnt these past couple of weeks that i enjoy fresh food soooo much.
i will hopefully be starting management at the end of feb or beginning of march, i feel that i may be able to crack management and i am now on the final push to goal, tonight is my last night of lite i am back on total from tomorrow. i will hve group next week which i love and it spurs me on for the coming week!
anyhooo thankx for reading guys and also hope each and every one of you had a fab xmas and new year hope you all get what you wish for in the coming year. stay strong peeps whoooooooooo hooooooooooo xxxxxx