Miss Mac diary - A fresh start!

[Miss Mac]

You'll feel great and slimmer tomorrow or awful and bloated. A moments enjoyment followed by days of regret and struggle. C'mon! Trying on your shorts? A visual reminder why you can't fall off.. xxx

Thanks carrie,
Tried to visualise me in a summer maxi dress. It wont fit at this weight so i have to keep going xx

 

[Miss Mac]

Sweet dreams chick. Sweet as in dreams if a slim, foxy MissM x Ht 5ft 1 Start wt 14st BMI 37. Wk1 -18lbs, BMI 33.6 Wk2 -2 BMI 33.2, Wk3 -3.5 BMI 32.5, Wk4 -5 BMI 31.6 no WI till 12 March

Thanks for the support, it really means a lot, and it works!! Xx

 

[Miss Mac]

Well done my little friend - knew you'd be strong!

Hey diet buddy!
I would have been gutted having to watch you steam ahead. Seeing each day where i SHOULD have been!
It certainly does help to have someone alongside at the same stage for motivation!
Thanks for being here xx

 

[Miss Mac]

MM so well done in resisting today you did fantastic keep up the great work x

Thanks for the support tigs, it really means a lot xx

 

[Miss Mac]

I also think that hitting a milestone, while it's wonderful, it doesn't always help. In the past that's where I've sometimes failed, I'm all excited to get to a certain point and then when I get there I see the reality of where I still have to go to and then I stumble ---- this time the only thing I'm getting overly excited for is day 168, anything else is just a mini bonus xx

Katie i think you have it spot on here!
I thought from the beginning, get me back in the 14's and i will be fine. From there the pressure can ease off and it will get easier!
I also think its true hitting a milestone like you say it turns from 'look how far ive come' into 'look how far ive still got to go' !!
I think that definitely played a factor in it

All the support on here definitely does help though, thank goodness xxx

 

[Miss Mac]

Awww hun. How you felt today was how I felt in week 6. I really hope it passes and that it is alot easier for you tomorrow. Keep strong hun, you can and will get through it. If it does persist, will you consider doing food week? It could be better than feeling like you do xxx Sent from my GT-I9505 using MiniMins.com mobile app

No i dont think i can consider food week hun.
I know my downfalls and unfortunately i would push the boundaries on food week and also when i have tried it in the past, i end up falling off and never getting back on!
Its a shame as i have seen food week work so well for so many people including you, but unfortunately not for me. I need to keep going to the end!
Thank you for the support it means so much and it does work!! Xxx

 

[Trying hard 2014]

Well done Miss Mac! Keep the faith I totally know where u are coming from re food week and pushing boundaries. I'm the same. I'm mrs 'find a loophole' somewhere x

Ht 5ft 1 Start wt 14st BMI 37. Wk1 -18lbs, BMI 33.6 Wk2 -2 BMI 33.2, Wk3 -3.5 BMI 32.5, Wk4 -5 BMI 31.6 no WI till 12 March

 

[twinkle82]

No i dont think i can consider food week hun.
I know my downfalls and unfortunately i would push the boundaries on food week and also when i have tried it in the past, i end up falling off and never getting back on!
Its a shame as i have seen food week work so well for so many people including you, but unfortunately not for me. I need to keep going to the end!
Thank you for the support it means so much and it does work!! Xxx

In that case, I've be giving you a kick up the backside when you feel like that again (which I hope you don't) :-D

I hope today is a gentle one for you and that you feel much better than yesterday xxx

Sent from my GT-I9505 using MiniMins.com mobile app

 

[bunchomonkeys]

D'ya know I saw something yesterday and in it they said that food is an addiction but also a necessity. With all other addictions (drugs,alochol etc) you can stay away from the 'addiction' in question, but with food its much much harder as we obviously need it to live.

Don't therefore feel dissapointed that you were tempted, you are human. Instead, feel proud that you abstained xx

 

[Susie58]

Glad to see you came through it & avoided temptation x

 

[carrieclaus]

Do you think it was deep rooted because you knew you were on a previous " struggle point " in your journey? Week 7? You've passed another mammoth crack in the road! Now to sail straight in through till these 13s are showing! Xxx

 

[Miss Mac]

Well i am pleased to say today has been 100% better than yesterday

No food thoughts or thoughts about falling off the wagon

I am so pleased today has been easier i dont think i could have survived another day like yesterday!

Lets hope struggle days are few and far between...i have a goal to get to for goodness sake

 

[Miss Mac]

Well done Miss Mac! Keep the faith I totally know where u are coming from re food week and pushing boundaries. I'm the same. I'm mrs 'find a loophole' somewhere x Ht 5ft 1 Start wt 14st BMI 37. Wk1 -18lbs, BMI 33.6 Wk2 -2 BMI 33.2, Wk3 -3.5 BMI 32.5, Wk4 -5 BMI 31.6 no WI till 12 March

Oh yes, if theres a loophole ill find it

 

[Miss Mac]

In that case, I've be giving you a kick up the backside when you feel like that again (which I hope you don't) :-D I hope today is a gentle one for you and that you feel much better than yesterday xxx Sent from my GT-I9505 using MiniMins.com mobile app

You definitely have my permission to kick up the backside when ever you see fit!
Tough love is definitely needed for me!
I dont want to fall off or give myself permission, excuse or reason too and dont want others to either

 

[Miss Mac]

D'ya know I saw something yesterday and in it they said that food is an addiction but also a necessity. With all other addictions (drugs,alochol etc) you can stay away from the 'addiction' in question, but with food its much much harder as we obviously need it to live. Don't therefore feel dissapointed that you were tempted, you are human. Instead, feel proud that you abstained xx

Yes that is definitely true, its like having to take just a little bit of the drug every day!

I am so pleased i abstained

 

[Miss Mac]

Glad to see you came through it & avoided temptation x

Thanks susie x

 

[Miss Mac]

Do you think it was deep rooted because you knew you were on a previous " struggle point " in your journey? Week 7? You've passed another mammoth crack in the road! Now to sail straight in through till these 13s are showing! Xxx

I really dont know carrie. I hope not coz if thats the case im gonna have another mammoth struggle in just over half a stones time !

I tried to think about why yesterday was different and i cant say any particular reason stood out.
The closest i can get is what katie said, that i was chuffed i had got so far but then reality dawned that i still had a very long way to go!!

I have had a better day today though so im hoping im over it and it was just a blip!! xx

 

[Darcy15]

Well done MM

Yesterday was your bad day - today is mine

So, so tempted to cave in when I got home from a terrible day at work - even planning the pizza toppings driving home!

I didn't - and won't - cave in

.....but today has been VERY tough :cry:

But hey, it's the weekend thank goodness

 

[Susie58]

Well you came through it MM. That's the main thing. If it happens again try to remember how good you felt this morning about not caving in & a bit closer to your goal x

 

[x-Katie-x]

Am made up that today is a better day for you, well done for staying strong - your planned weekend sounds amazing xx