My Countdown - 20 Weeks to go!
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cornishkez
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Once again I am at the top end of 17 stone! I know that in a few days I can easily be 5-6lbs down again, maybe even after that I can get to the lower end of 17 stone. But then it all goes back on again!
I just want to be able to stick to something, I don't care what. As long as it works and I stick to it for more than a week.
I was looking this morning at gastric bands and feel so lazy for even considering it. I don't have a medical condition causing me to over eat and binge. Gluttony isn't an excuse! I thought to myself, what a waste of £7k, just cause I can't stop eating too much and being lazy. But then I also thought to myself, I have been overweight most of my life. Started gaining seriously when I was 15/16. So that's 10 years of my 26 year old life have been wasted being on diets, being a wallflower and being miserable. £7k doesnt seem like such a price in comparison.
Not that I am going down that route. Can't afford it and couldnt wait that long. It takes months of pre op prep.
I just want to be able to stick to something, I don't care what. As long as it works and I stick to it for more than a week.
I was looking this morning at gastric bands and feel so lazy for even considering it. I don't have a medical condition causing me to over eat and binge. Gluttony isn't an excuse! I thought to myself, what a waste of £7k, just cause I can't stop eating too much and being lazy. But then I also thought to myself, I have been overweight most of my life. Started gaining seriously when I was 15/16. So that's 10 years of my 26 year old life have been wasted being on diets, being a wallflower and being miserable. £7k doesnt seem like such a price in comparison.
Not that I am going down that route. Can't afford it and couldnt wait that long. It takes months of pre op prep.
cornishkez
Gold Member
Like you surf, I just want my mojo back!
