Nikkis diary
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vodaka999
Silver Member
Go for it Nikki
Your thread and the advice on it make alot of sense to me, i still think with my fat head on lately. I see junk food as a treat and dieting in general as the reason i cant have it and have been having one last treat day before i start my diet for so long im now almost back where i started originally :sigh: but i determined to change it around again.
Im going to try not to use food as a treat for a start but buy myself something nice that i normally wouldnt.
Anyway your challenge sounds like a really good incentive so i can see you doing very well with it - good luck !!
Your thread and the advice on it make alot of sense to me, i still think with my fat head on lately. I see junk food as a treat and dieting in general as the reason i cant have it and have been having one last treat day before i start my diet for so long im now almost back where i started originally :sigh: but i determined to change it around again.
Im going to try not to use food as a treat for a start but buy myself something nice that i normally wouldnt.
Anyway your challenge sounds like a really good incentive so i can see you doing very well with it - good luck !!
DecemberBride2008
Needs to succeed
Where are you Nikki? maybe you are busy with wedding plans.
Hope you're ok
xx
Hope you're ok
xx
paula 36
Gold Member
lol,marie you are a bugger.You make me pee meselfxx(not literally)Oh dear...it looks like we've lost her again
Come on Nikki - stop skulking off - we want to know how you're getting on! Not because we care, just because we're nosey(heehee, you know I'm just kidding - of course we care...lots!).
Hi Guys!, can I come back? he he. I'm so sorry, know I've been AWOL again - and thank you all so much for keeping a check on me. I really appreciate it xxxxx
Ok girls, brace yourselves - gonna be another loooonnnng one....
Ooooh have not being good at all!!! don't know where it went - I was an angel for so, so long but continued to find it more and more difficult - I was very good Mon - Fri but on the weekends, it all went out the window, then that progressed to being bad ALL week, always finding an excuse to get back on track "tomorrow" but did that happen? nope! I slowly started to progress back to the former me in regards eating - this is something I thought would never, ever happen after being a year on ww, that my relationship with food and my awareness had completely changed ... hmm.. just showed me how easy it is to slip back to the old ways...
I went on my cousins hen night, had a ball, went to London with OH for 2 nights was great.. but ate what I felt like
So... when I was last here I weighed 11 stone 4lb... The Monday before last I weighed 12 stone 1lb
BUT on a nicer note - I found my "mojo"
again and as of Monday gone by am now 11 stone 10lbs. Was so annoyed because I was a meer TEN POUNDS away from goal but now have pushed myself back to being 22 lbs away.. I still really want to be 10 and a half stone.
Can anyone remember that 12 week health challenge I was doing through work? well, I had to face the humiliation of emailing and telling the coordinator of that that I had managed to PUT ON 12lbs since I started the challenge (and since she had weighed me) ...
I made it an 8 week challenge (as thats all I had left), with 22lbs to loose in 8weeks (hmm.. unrealistic me thinks) -
Ok, I don't agree with setting time frames as a rule but I actually HAVE TO, the reason being - I have to go back to that girl at the end of the challenge to be weighed etc.. - I weighed 11.4 when she first did it, I cannot face weighing the same or more when I go back - I really want to do well.
2nd reason is a couple days after the challenge ends, I have my last dress fitting for alterations. It has to fit the way I wanted it too - I started this diet with that in mind and If I dont succeed Ill feel like I've failed, regardless of what I've lost to date.
Anyway, I didnt think I could do the 22lbs in 8 weeks BUT I did kickstart last week and REALLY upped the exercise and managed to loose 5lbs (woo hoo!) so I now have 17lb to loose in 7 weeks (Im walking miles each eve)- I know it may be a push but I think (I hope!!) it is possible.
Please wish me luck xx
The house is coming on... we're getting really excited. Imagine - we've been building for a year now.
All the floors, skirting boards and door are on upstairs (and its all painted!!!) and the radiators are hung - it really looks like a "house" upstairs (if you know what I mean) but the bathroom and ensuite have to be tiled yet and all the baths showers etc.. need to be fitted
Downstairs has alot more to be done to it yet - no floors or anything down but I think the tiling will be starting next week. I've ordered my stairs which Im expecting in about 3 weeks and my kitchen. Should start to really take shape then.
The gardens and outside are a tip - rubbish, blocks, cement, wood EVERYWHERE, we have to get a digger in to clear it all up and level it. The gardens are way to huge - dont know what I'm going to do with them.
Wedding plans are coming along well - I still have alot to do - all the major things are booked and fairly organised but I never realised all the little, bitty things that need doing.
I have'nt been feeling very well - my fainting and dizzy spells became worse - resulting in around 8 or 9 "spells" a week.
I have been speaking to my GP about it, who referred me to a specialist, I seen him last week and he diagnosed me with Epilepsy. Was the last thing on earth I expected him to say - I thought it was just down to a bit of stress with all going on this year so it shook me a bit. I have to go for an MRI and EKG to confirm it (although Specialist said he's positive enough to start medicating me immediately) yet so please pray its a false alarm girls and just something minor xxxx
I've caught up on some of the diaries and you're all doing fantastically well. Loads of new members too!! how lovely!!! xx
Hope you're all well xx
(you awake?)
fatfighter
wannabe yummy mummy
Wow Nikki you have been through the mill hun! So glad you're back on track and you sound so determined that I'm sure those lbs willbe off in no time
If it does turn out to be epilepsy hope you get the right drugs to control it, OH has it but he hasn't blacked out for about 18 months now and it doesn't really affect his day to day life anymore (he had to stop driving for a time but he can drive again now) Your health is so important, hope whatever it is gets sorted soon.
Glad the wedding plans are coming along, 3 months wow! The house sounds great, don't envy you the gardening though, I'd be laying slabs for sure lol.
Take good care honey, good luck with those 17lbs and look after yourself X
If it does turn out to be epilepsy hope you get the right drugs to control it, OH has it but he hasn't blacked out for about 18 months now
and it doesn't really affect his day to day life anymore (he had to stop driving for a time but he can drive again now) Your health is so important, hope whatever it is gets sorted soon.Glad the wedding plans are coming along, 3 months wow! The house sounds great, don't envy you the gardening though, I'd be laying slabs for sure lol.
Take good care honey, good luck with those 17lbs and look after yourself X
paula 36
Gold Member
Nikki i wish i could give you a hug chick,so i will send you a virtual one.
I know exactly what your saying with the weight when i lost nearly 3 stone with cambridge i looked and felt great,so why oh why did i put it all back on.It is a constant nightmare mate.
Im so sorry youve been poorly, you sound like your always so busy bless ya.
Im always around for a chat chickxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I know exactly what your saying with the weight when i lost nearly 3 stone with cambridge i looked and felt great,so why oh why did i put it all back on.It is a constant nightmare mate.
Im so sorry youve been poorly, you sound like your always so busy bless ya.
Im always around for a chat chickxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Starlight
Gold Member
I'm so sorry, know I've been AWOL again - and thank you all so much for keeping a check on me. I really appreciate it xxxxx
Ok girls, brace yourselves - gonna be another loooonnnng one....Ill go make a coffee & get comfy
Ooooh have not being good at all!!! don't know where it went - I was an angel for so, so long but continued to find it more and more difficult - I was very good Mon - Fri but on the weekends, it all went out the window, then that progressed to being bad ALL week, always finding an excuse to get back on track "tomorrow" but did that happen? nope! I slowly started to progress back to the former me in regards eating - this is something I thought would never, ever happen after being a year on ww, that my relationship with food and my awareness had completely changed ... hmm.. just showed me how easy it is to slip back to the old ways...
I went on my cousins hen night, had a ball, went to London with OH for 2 nights was great.. but ate what I felt like
So... when I was last here I weighed 11 stone 4lb... The Monday before last I weighed 12 stone 1lb
BUT on a nicer note - I found my "mojo"
Was so annoyed because I was a meer TEN POUNDS away from goal but now have pushed myself back to being 22 lbs away.. I still really want to be 10 and a half stone.
Can anyone remember that 12 week health challenge I was doing through work? well, I had to face the humiliation of emailing and telling the coordinator of that that I had managed to PUT ON 12lbs since I started the challenge (and since she had weighed me) ...
I made it an 8 week challenge (as thats all I had left), with 22lbs to loose in 8weeks (hmm.. unrealistic me thinks) -
Ok, I don't agree with setting time frames as a rule but I actually HAVE TO, the reason being - I have to go back to that girl at the end of the challenge to be weighed etc.. - I weighed 11.4 when she first did it, I cannot face weighing the same or more when I go back - I really want to do well.
2nd reason is a couple days after the challenge ends, I have my last dress fitting for alterations. It has to fit the way I wanted it too - I started this diet with that in mind and If I dont succeed Ill feel like I've failed, regardless of what I've lost to date.
Anyway, I didnt think I could do the 22lbs in 8 weeks BUT I did kickstart last week and REALLY upped the exercise and managed to loose 5lbs (woo hoo!) so I now have 17lb to loose in 7 weeks (Im walking miles each eve)- I know it may be a push but I think (I hope!!) it is possible.Thats NOT fair, blooming KS didnt work for me
Please wish me luck xx
The house is coming on... we're getting really excited. Imagine - we've been building for a year now.
All the floors, skirting boards and door are on upstairs (and its all painted!!!) and the radiators are hung - it really looks like a "house" upstairs (if you know what I mean) but the bathroom and ensuite have to be tiled yet and all the baths showers etc.. need to be fitted
Downstairs has alot more to be done to it yet - no floors or anything down but I think the tiling will be starting next week. I've ordered my stairs which Im expecting in about 3 weeks and my kitchen. Should start to really take shape then.
The gardens and outside are a tip - rubbish, blocks, cement, wood EVERYWHERE, we have to get a digger in to clear it all up and level it. The gardens are way to huge - dont know what I'm going to do with them.
Wedding plans are coming along well - I still have alot to do - all the major things are booked and fairly organised but I never realised all the little, bitty things that need doing.
I have'nt been feeling very well - my fainting and dizzy spells became worse - resulting in around 8 or 9 "spells" a week.
I have been speaking to my GP about it, who referred me to a specialist, I seen him last week and he diagnosed me with Epilepsy. Was the last thing on earth I expected him to say - I thought it was just down to a bit of stress with all going on this year so it shook me a bit. I have to go for an MRI and EKG to confirm it (although Specialist said he's positive enough to start medicating me immediately) yet so please pray its a false alarm girls and just something minor xxxx
SOOOO glad youre back Nikki
pixiepiratess
Going From Flab to FAB!
WOW tis a good job id just made a cuppa ~hehe~ .. i think you have to be crowned the diary queen on here for definate! .. i do enjoy being nosey tho ooooo i mean reading them ! lol ..
Sounds like you have got so much going on at home right now its no wonder you fell off the wagon i know i would have! BUT .. so great youve found your mojo again ! woohoo well done hunny ... I hope you have another good w.i this coming week and that you get the goal your aiming for! its always good to have somthing to aim for! ...
Glad your ok hunny
Sounds like you have got so much going on at home right now its no wonder you fell off the wagon i know i would have! BUT .. so great youve found your mojo again ! woohoo well done hunny ... I hope you have another good w.i this coming week and that you get the goal your aiming for! its always good to have somthing to aim for! ...
Glad your ok hunny
thank you so much for all the replies - with all my faffing about, it really means the world to be that you're all still interested enough to read!! thank you.
Why cant I be like a normal person and just bloody write a few lines... I find once I get going on here I cant stop, its my little outlet
So, I am officially, 100% back on track!! woo hoo!, have been (almost) 2 weeks back without a hiccup and with my will power sustaining which is great cos I really was beginning to worry there for a while, that Id reverted back to my former self and just couldnt get back on the wagon, once and for all.
So, (aah I know I shouldnt!!) I hopped on the scales this morning (weigh in not until Monday now - did I tell you I changed it?) and I was 11 stone 7lbs which would mean Ive lost 3lbs, it would also mean I've exactly 1 stone again til goal and that Im only another 3lbs away from where I was - anyway - no celebrating just yet at I made the mistake of doing this before (hopping on before weigh day) thought Id lost 4lbs, on weigh day had lost 3lbs and found myself being really disappointed as I had myself all built up (which is ridiculous cos 3 off is still brilliant) - Just please cross your fingers for me.
I've refused to change my ticker for the gain - Im going to wait til Im back to that 11.4 - reasoning be, I cant really bring myself to put it back up but also because I feel that its a lie to somewhat degree and makes me more determined to get back to 11.4 so its telling the truth (that probably makes NO sense he he but its perfectly logical in the land of Nikki)
Had a lovely day, myself and Shannon went shoe shopping, bought her a lovely little pair of sandels for the summer and a new pair of shoes (wow do her feet grow fast!!! she goes up a size practically every 2 months!! shes gone through about 20 pairs of shoes and there 40quid a pair - not that I mind of course)
11 weeks til wedding girls, can you believe it??
Hope you're all well xxx
Why cant I be like a normal person and just bloody write a few lines... I find once I get going on here I cant stop, its my little outlet
So, I am officially, 100% back on track!! woo hoo!, have been (almost) 2 weeks back without a hiccup and with my will power sustaining which is great cos I really was beginning to worry there for a while, that Id reverted back to my former self and just couldnt get back on the wagon, once and for all.
So, (aah I know I shouldnt!!) I hopped on the scales this morning (weigh in not until Monday now - did I tell you I changed it?) and I was 11 stone 7lbs which would mean Ive lost 3lbs, it would also mean I've exactly 1 stone again til goal and that Im only another 3lbs away from where I was - anyway - no celebrating just yet at I made the mistake of doing this before (hopping on before weigh day) thought Id lost 4lbs, on weigh day had lost 3lbs and found myself being really disappointed as I had myself all built up (which is ridiculous cos 3 off is still brilliant) - Just please cross your fingers for me.
I've refused to change my ticker for the gain - Im going to wait til Im back to that 11.4 - reasoning be, I cant really bring myself to put it back up but also because I feel that its a lie to somewhat degree and makes me more determined to get back to 11.4 so its telling the truth (that probably makes NO sense he he but its perfectly logical in the land of Nikki
)Had a lovely day, myself and Shannon went shoe shopping, bought her a lovely little pair of sandels for the summer and a new pair of shoes (wow do her feet grow fast!!! she goes up a size practically every 2 months!! shes gone through about 20 pairs of shoes and there 40quid a pair - not that I mind of course)
11 weeks til wedding girls, can you believe it??
Hope you're all well xxx
fatfighter
wannabe yummy mummy
Keeping everything crossed for tomorrow Nikki, you've done so well to get back on track with everything thats been going on, thats an achievement in itself hun!
I know what you mean about the ticker, I took mine off coz i felt the same when i'd had those couple of weeks off (why does it go on soooo much easier than it comes off?) I'm back to the weight I was when I started WW :sigh: so maybe after next WI I'll put it back on.
All kiddies clothes are soooo expensive, my brother has been buying designer stuff for the twins, it won't fit 5 mins!
Hope you've had a good weekend, did you buy anythingnice for yourself yesterday? Take care chick X
I know what you mean about the ticker, I took mine off coz i felt the same when i'd had those couple of weeks off (why does it go on soooo much easier than it comes off?
) I'm back to the weight I was when I started WW :sigh: so maybe after next WI I'll put it back on. All kiddies clothes are soooo expensive, my brother has been buying designer stuff for the twins, it won't fit 5 mins!
Hope you've had a good weekend, did you buy anythingnice for yourself yesterday? Take care chick X
