Well the wedding is done, we're back from the honeymoon and i'm very glad it's all over. The honeymoon was awful, we went to london, to do the sightseeing stuff, but i was too tired to walk most of the time, in loads of pain and when we went to the theatre (which was the one thing we were very excited about) i didn't fit in the seat. Usually i can manage to squeeze in but there was no hope with these ones, thankfully the staff were lovely and the manager let us use his private box, so it was really good, but oh my god, embarrassing. I no its all my own fault and the weight is seriously affecting my day to day living, even getting off the sofa is an effort now. I always said i'd get serious about dieting after the wedding but i'm not calling this dieting, i'm changing my lifestyle. DH is going to do it with me, but i'm not sure he'll stick to it, he's going to come to the first session, so its not me explaining it and i hope he realises that men can go too, as i no he's a bit embarrassed about going. My mum bought us a halogen oven for the wedding, as our normal oven isn't very good. We're going to get a steamer, its really good, has 3 sections but not stacked up, and you can turn each section on at a different time, so you can put your whole meal in and it'll turn each section on when needed for your meal to be finished at the same time. So i'm determined this time, we're going back to London next year, i want to be able to do everything we planned to do this time and i want to see a show and fit in the seat. Feel like i'm new again!