hey, making any big change to your life is gonna be scary....I was terrified when I started CD the first time, cos I dint know wat to expect, but there are so many things that I wanted & still want to achieve, that losing weight will help me to do.
When your slim you will look a lot better than you do now (we all do, not just you!)
When you dont have food for comfort it gives you an opportunity to try to deal with what your issues actually are, and to find other ways of comforting yourself, even if it is only doing your nails or a face mask or something like that
It'll be grand....you have nothing to worry about....the first few days will be tough, but worth it in the end