x_kerry_x
Full Member
Hi all, im considering starting S&S again on Wednesday 2nd January BUT ive put on soo much weight im to scared to weigh myself. Im the biggest ive ever been and its shows... im not a size 18 (very ashamed to admit this) always said i would never get this big but i have! I now have a back roll and can feel my skin touching and its makes me wanna puke! Im out of breath constantly, literally walking up the stairs, i die at the top! I look enormous in photos and it makes me look ugly! I want my bf to be able to show me off and at the monment they probably think jeez ur birds got massive!!
We met in August last year and i was about 12.10lb im not about 15.7lb (just a guess!!) thats gross, how can i put on 3 stone in 1 year!!
I always fail at food replacement diets however they are the only ones i can stick to and shift a decent amount of weight even if it is for a short while.
My bf has also put on about 1.5 stone however his BMI is still normal.. *******!
I dont really have the money but am thinking about ordering the month pack as then if i dont have the money to buy food, i cant! Do you guys agree this would be a good idea?
we're gonna start exercising too, starting with walking cus im soo unfit!!
We have a docs appt at beginning of feb and i MUST get my weight down... fertility treatments etc!
If any1 else is starting Wednesday please buddy up with me, i need support.God i could cry whilst im typing this at work... it makes me soo unhappy being fat but i cant seem to stop the food going in my mouth! Even considering a gastric band but cannot justify spending 8k or what ever it is if im going to stretch it within a yr!!
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We met in August last year and i was about 12.10lb im not about 15.7lb (just a guess!!) thats gross, how can i put on 3 stone in 1 year!!
I always fail at food replacement diets however they are the only ones i can stick to and shift a decent amount of weight even if it is for a short while.
My bf has also put on about 1.5 stone however his BMI is still normal.. *******!
I dont really have the money but am thinking about ordering the month pack as then if i dont have the money to buy food, i cant! Do you guys agree this would be a good idea?
we're gonna start exercising too, starting with walking cus im soo unfit!!
We have a docs appt at beginning of feb and i MUST get my weight down... fertility treatments etc!
If any1 else is starting Wednesday please buddy up with me, i need support.God i could cry whilst im typing this at work... it makes me soo unhappy being fat but i cant seem to stop the food going in my mouth! Even considering a gastric band but cannot justify spending 8k or what ever it is if im going to stretch it within a yr!!
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