Sorry I've been missing for a few days 
 
Work was incredibly stressful 
 
I knew I was taking on a big task......but I hadn't anticipated quite how stressed I was going to get 
I've never been in a management role before, and being inundated with hundreds of emails and spreadsheets on a daily basis blew my mind 
 
So, confession time, I resorted to my dear and close friend pizza 

 
I'm both ashamed and angry at myself as it solved nothing 
 
I spent yesterday with one of the senior managers, the one who asked me to apply for the job actually, and he's been a very calming influence and fully understands how overwhelming it is ......and he talked some sense into me 
 
So, my head back where it needs to be.....and a few days at home to rest......Darcy is back in the game 
 
I've 'gained' some glycogen/water weight so I'm counting this week as STS 
 
Onwards and downwards 
