THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR LOVELY MESSAGES..
I have to say when something like this happens you know who your friends are, the amount of texts I had last week was unreal. Even my boyfriends boss who I dont know typed out a lovely poem about coping with death for me. Awwww.
I had a gorgeous bouquet delivered to my house & cards, which I didnt expect..
I went to see me nana on Saturday have to say it looked like her from the nose up but her lips were none existent. What they had done to her lips I dont know..
Has anyone else experienced a loved one 'not quite right' when you have gone to see them??
I went with me nana & me cousin Kim, me nana got really upset, its weird as its just their shell laid there me nan will be in heaven now shouting at me granda. lol..
I am going again today as I have a single red rose & a photo of me & her before she got ill, that I am gonna lay in the coffin with her.
My nana has never been a greedy person & before she died she decided to give me a cold, Cheers nan..
A couple of days before she dies I complained my throat was really sore, but put it down to the fact her room was only small & it was quite stuffy & warm.
The day she died I couldnt swallow, the day after she dies I get a cold, now I realise I was always the person sitting next to her bed, she was breathing on me, she had a temperature & a sore throat herself hence passing it on..
I have felt bloody ill all weekend, my throat feels like I am swallowing glass, its awful..
I have decided to get myself back on to CD after the funeral as I wanna have a few drinks for me nan plus I will probably be in the mood for a drink come wednesday..
I realise that me nana is in a better place now & is out of pain so I have cried all I can I think now until Wednesday, which is the last goodbye. :cry:
I am supposed to be going to James Cook Hospital on Wednesday for a follow up appointment with my neurologist, its took me
6 months to get an appointment with him & whats the chances of my nana's funeral being the same day..
Anyway I rung them up & now have to wait till 25th April before I can see him again unless someone cancels..
Oh finding out Take that are touring this year has so put a smile on my face today, I went to there reunion tour last year & it was outstanding.
So Newcastle or Manchester again this year, not sure..
Anyway will be in touch
Love to ya all.
Kel
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