AWW at least she is now at peace, no more pain for her. I know it may seem a long way off but time is a great healer, it takes about 5 years to really come to terms with a close loss.....I had many people tell me this when my mum died......I was 28 and thought what do these people know, but it is true it does get easier, and you will not forget her you will think about her every day.
I coped by putting pictures of my mum everywhere, though I have taken most of them down now as I feel I dont need them all up, I now hav one next to my bed and 2 in the living room.
Take care hun .......sending my thoughts to you and your family at this deeply upsetting time. xxxx