Good evening lovely ones
My darling Sarah Lou! sweetheart you sounded so sad, I hope that today is leaving you feeling a bit brighter. I totally agree with what everyone has said to you. Its ok to feel down hon, everyone does and you are so very very strong to be sticking to this diet given your meds playing havoc with it. 2 stone is still 2 stone honey and that is a fab achievement so far

You will get the weight off, because you are so determined to do it

and as for you holiday.... you have been looking forward to it for so long dont let anything get in the way of that, do whatever makes you feel comfortable and happy and try not to worry sweetheart, just try and enjoy yourself

you are amazing and gorgeous and wonderful and next time you are feeling rubbish about yourself come on here and read the lovely comments people say about you.... they are all good

and all true

big hugs sweetie xxxxxxxxxx
Clairey lovely one

you are very right in what you say about my stupid horrible husband, I dont think I'm allowed to post my exact thoughts, but you are on the right lines

His blooming parents are hideous though. They have both separately lied to me about various things regarding their son, and I understand loyalty and all that, but its me who has been left totally in the lurch and they have no flaming idea what I go through on a daily basis..... grrrr
On a separate note did anyone see x factor last night???? that Danyl!! my god he was amazing, I had goosebumps!
I am feeling a bit liked a caged animal at the moment.... I am having major urges to do something crazy..... I just want to let my hair down and do something completely unplanned and spontaneous..... not that I can with my beautiful boys!!! spontaneity kinda goes out the window when you have kids!! Has anyone seen the ads on TV for the V festival???? I just want to do something like that, go mad dancing in a field with some wicked music not caring about anything or anyone! hey ho! just feel abit groundhog day at times......
Just going to go back and re read the posts, I cant seem to get my head to remember anything at all at the moment!
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