Hello lovelies.. I made it.. good grief!!!! it was only four hours and I was pooped!!! it feels such alot has changed so I am thinking to tackle it like a new job.. no one noticed I had lost weight
and I had new clothes on..
my manager asked if they could use a pic of me in the newsletter to say I was back.. I said ok but only if you take a new one as i've lost weight!!!!! and the one you want to use I'm twenty odd pounds heavier!!!
I have a big worry at the mo and it might be why I have been abit quiet.. as you know I have changed diets and did well last week, no change this week.. I read your posts and I am excited for you all to see what your loosing then the green eyed monster sets in :jelous: and I get down that I can't do the cd diet.. I tried to give it a shot on saturday just to see and I had one of my funny turns and felt very faint again, it took me two hours to feel better.
I'm so looking forward to London but I also feel oh gawd what am I going to look like, those original feelings I had in January of how I look have crept back since starting a new plan.
I am sorry to be such a misery guts and I really do try to be jolly but sometimes it gets abit tough. It just seems no matter what I do I seem to be on a permanent diet..
so how did the rest of the day pan out.. well something like this.. the man at the garage who was a complete pig last week has left! and he did not pass on I would be going there today to drop the car off for the paint job tomorrow.. so there I was yet again stood looking like a lemon.. that was the final straw!
they can blinkin stuff it.. and i told them so!
I'm off to see a man in the bodywork shop near where I work.. they are toyota approved so should be ok. please pleasee
well day 2 tomo then I have a rest day and then the inspectors are in work on Thursday.. so its a day of reading policies and procedures for me tomo.. sorry to jump around abit on my post but my brain is whizzing.. have a good day tomo one and all xx
