Sez
has started again!!
Well, just checked the email I sent my CDC last week and it was headed "Pack order for Mon12 May" after all!! NO idea why I have not seen nor heard from her at all this week. The ungenerous side of me assumes she is a take the money & run CDC, the other side of me hopes nothing bad has happened...
Anyway, all along I have no support calls, she deliverd my packs late last week and has never weighed me. (The latter I wasnt too stressed about as I was on her home visit list, so maybe thats how it is done.) I have just emailed another CDC on the list, who also covers my area so fingers crossed. I have binged hugely today, because my inner voice told me I wasnt worth bothering with, even by someone whose job it was to help me lose weight........ Rubbish, arent I?
I am going to text her now as too chicken to phone and say I am stopping CD for the time being. DO you think thats ok? I really dont want her turning up on my doorstep, packs in hand, in a few days. I have had enough..... (but still feel guilty!)
Please advise me if I have done ok.......
PS Just noticed she doesnt show a photo on the CD site, unlike the otheres in my area. Her stats say "size 22 to size 14", when we met she said she is an 18??????
Anyway, all along I have no support calls, she deliverd my packs late last week and has never weighed me. (The latter I wasnt too stressed about as I was on her home visit list, so maybe thats how it is done.) I have just emailed another CDC on the list, who also covers my area so fingers crossed. I have binged hugely today, because my inner voice told me I wasnt worth bothering with, even by someone whose job it was to help me lose weight........ Rubbish, arent I?
I am going to text her now as too chicken to phone and say I am stopping CD for the time being. DO you think thats ok? I really dont want her turning up on my doorstep, packs in hand, in a few days. I have had enough..... (but still feel guilty!)
Please advise me if I have done ok.......
PS Just noticed she doesnt show a photo on the CD site, unlike the otheres in my area. Her stats say "size 22 to size 14", when we met she said she is an 18??????