Hi Hayley,
Yeah when I first started CD I thought wth I will never make it to goal, im so fat and its going to take forever. But I just think now well I am doing something about it so its better than not doing something and then feeling crap for the rest of your life. Its moving in the right direction and yeah it might take a long time to get to where I want to but I will get there eventually.
Food on plates oh lordy that is killer for me, I end up screaming at my OH saying 'there are kids out there starving and you are chucking that food away' but its also mixed with you ungrateful so and so I would have finished that all off....!!!!

LOL...
My Goal is to get to 11 stone by September, super ambitious I know 4 stone but I can do it if I put my mind to it.
I would also love to wear something other than from evans! Is it me or are there clothes like super frumpy I mean I know we are fat but everything in there seems to be a variation on the potato sack. Its like all fat girls want to poofy sleeves and pea green tops which come down to your ankles. I get the feeling the clothes are designed by some skinny cow laughing behind the scenes.
I weighed myself this morning scales arn't really shifting as much as I had hoped they would, am wondering whether those bars i am having has anything to do with it. I might limit myself now.
I am going away in september to see in my in-laws and boy do they love pointing out the fact that I am fat. So I am hoping I will be a nice svelt woman by the time I leave so i can see their jaws drop

I usually have a shake around 10am and then another about 2-3pm and my last one at about 7-8pm. Its prob not the best plan as I work in the evening and by the time I get home I feel like eating my cat. I try to space them out but cant, I just need one by the time it hits 3pm or I end up getting acid pains. (Or maybe thats an excuse to eat like the whole I have big bones Im not fat line I pull on people

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Anyways im off to get ready for work, going to take a tetra today and having a nice chilli soup for lunch. Speak to you all later.
Im hoping we all lose loads of weight this week!!
BYE 100% cders!