Abi's Diary

[LalaBug]

I start a new job tomorrow. Just sitting in nursery next to baby's cot waiting to see if she settles. Feeling really low. Feel bad about some comments I made on another thread and how they may have made me look. Am not a nasty or judgemental person normally. Lack of sleep probably not helped my mood.

Having a feeling sorry for myself weepy moment. Husband is fast asleep. Baby Lala keeps coughing waking herself up.

Am meant to feel so much more together than I do right now!!!

 

[LalaBug]

Feeling better today. First day on new job going well although quieter than expected as new boss ill today. Still, has given me time to finish a few things off on the old job.

Have tracked properly today and mentally forgotten about being bad at the weekend (thru stress) and just gonna start afresh. If I don't lose any this week will just try to do better next week!!