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I have a self-sabotaging problem. Seriously. When I start eating whatever I want its like I get 'on a roll' and can't stop. Strangely I don't start eating family packs of crisps and chocolate - I will binge on 'healthier' things like cereal but instead of stopping at 1 bowl I have 2, and then later it will be toast and a couple of biscuits etc etc. This will go on for several days, then I weigh myself, see that I've put weight on and get strict again, lose a couple of pounds, and then get bored of 'being good' and do the same again.

Even though I'm not overweight, I'm starting to worry about how I look in clothes again. I'm having to look for more flattering styles and things that will drape over my stomach, which I didn't have to do before.
It's only a few pounds, so why can't I just lose them?

I'm on a big comfort food thing at the moment:

02.12.11 - EE day:

B: 2 x ww toast (HexB) beans, grilled bacon, 1 ww sausage (0.5 syns) ran out of mushrooms and toms so lacking in superfree, need to have extra in lunch and dinner!
 
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