Starlit_Cazza
Restart 3/9/2013
No not itching today thank goodness. Saw Dr this morning who dismissed nerve damage and followed it up with "some people just have lower pain thresholds than others". He was very lucky I didn't decide to test his pain threshold after that comment!!! Anyway definitely stuck here until tomorrow to see the pain team.
Biggest problem being here is it is giving me far too much time to think (at least when the scary old lady in my bay isn't shouting at me for not looking out of the window or accusing me of stealing her socks). And thinking, as we all know, is not necessarily a good thing and has only served to highlight some of the huge gaping holes in my life that I really want to do something about but don't know how.
I want to be a family. I am very lucky to have an amazing daughter, but never imagined it would be just me and her. I love her to bits, but having grown up in a busy household it can be incredibly lonely with just the two of us. But being a single mum of one is hard, I couldn't imagine being a single mum to several children! I just want to find someone, fall mutually hopelessly in love, etc etc you know the story. It doesn't help that my sister met the man of her dreams at 16, engaged at 18, married at 20, still together in their perfect little world at 28. Jealous? Me? Too damn right. Sorry bit deep and meaningful for a Sunday morning!!!
Biggest problem being here is it is giving me far too much time to think (at least when the scary old lady in my bay isn't shouting at me for not looking out of the window or accusing me of stealing her socks). And thinking, as we all know, is not necessarily a good thing and has only served to highlight some of the huge gaping holes in my life that I really want to do something about but don't know how.
I want to be a family. I am very lucky to have an amazing daughter, but never imagined it would be just me and her. I love her to bits, but having grown up in a busy household it can be incredibly lonely with just the two of us. But being a single mum of one is hard, I couldn't imagine being a single mum to several children! I just want to find someone, fall mutually hopelessly in love, etc etc you know the story. It doesn't help that my sister met the man of her dreams at 16, engaged at 18, married at 20, still together in their perfect little world at 28. Jealous? Me? Too damn right. Sorry bit deep and meaningful for a Sunday morning!!!
started watching Breaking Bad last night. Big mistake! Love it! 5 episodes last night, on 5 th episode so far today. Sorted.
