Bluegirls journey to ar*e island

Nah! I rarely use Facebook! I think mark Zukerberg is the devil! Plus my mum is on there every 5 seconds updating her status and it's too cringeworthy for words, so I steer clear!
 
Now tHats a tad eerie! It's not me it's a bat imposter! Or maybe I'm the imposter!
 
So, a traditional night at friends last night, a planned meal and out of ketosis 4 vodka's. I had a fantastic night, really great to socialise and to eat, but you know the eating bit wasn't all I'd wishes. It was food. It was fuel. It was very well cooked, presented and the first 2 mouthfuls were devine. But the books are right, after that the taste is forgotten. It's overdrive.

This morning all I want is gallons of water and my shake. How bloody crazy is that? I actually want this terrible restrictive diet!!!

Have a good day everyone, and please try and stay away from the shops x
 
Brilliant - I'm glad you've had fun and not focused on food and drink but the company. The more we all reflect the stronger we seem to all be becoming :)

Xxx
 
Bluegirl...!!! i've spent the last hour reading your diary...you are such an inspiration! :)
 
Well well who knew! I'm the same a kitchen full of goodies and no real compulsion to eat any of them! Bar a bit of brownie!

Went to cosco today normally a massive carrot cake would have come home with me but not this time! No surey!
 
bettiesrevenge said:
Well well who knew! I'm the same a kitchen full of goodies and no real compulsion to eat any of them! Bar a bit of brownie!

Went to cosco today normally a massive carrot cake would have come home with me but not this time! No surey!

Go go go!!! It's not worth are hard work and we are too aware of our patterns n behaviors now to make the old autopilot mistakes of the past :) merry Xmas x
 
I'm back and on the waggon! Isn't life great eh?

I've got a hangover, not from drink, I think from caffeine. Who'd have thought the diet coke would make me feel worse than the vodka? My taste buds have changed, my desires have changes and in the New Year I will sort out my needs. It's those I need to change. I still had that desire to overheat yesterday, but I didn't, I controlled. I had my meal, I had some vodka, I didn't have desert, I didn't eat masses of chocolate or nuts or crisps or any of the other things we buy for no reason other than to celebrate. Shall we all celebrate in a different way? Shall we celebrate being us and being ace and getting back on the diet today?

Who's with me? Xxx
 
Meeee! I have some lush bath goodies to celebrate with!
 
It's true about chocolate for no reason but to celebrate. It's strange behavior really when you step back!

Celebrations tin should be filled with something fun to do not just fooood!
 
Today is my week 8 whale in. I am hopeful of a tiny gain or STS, whatever it is I know why and what I need to do, which is a major plus.

I'm not a great believer in New Years resolutions, I want a Kay resolution (sorry thats my name, dont think I have ever said that before lol), I want my resolution to be to stick on the diet, via Nat's wide road, to learn about me, to spend time on me, and to enjoy the journey.

The time thing will be a real achievement. So many times we are working, doing for others, nuturing, making, being, but forgetting to look after ourselves. I know I am not the only one that is sometimes so tired they forget to put their magic night cream on. That have a shower because there isnt time for a bath, that doesnt spend time just looking after themselves. I think this is my biggest failing in life. (Is it a failure?)

So to get to "normal" weight I need to lose another 2 stone, plus what every happens tonight. And you know what, I know I can do it. I dont want to be tiny, I just want to have a size 14 - 16 wardrobe, lots more energy and not have to worry about every eating situation.

Phew. Time for a shake.

I'll be back later with my whale news. Have a good afternoon everyone x
 
All the best for later on - hope its good news x
 
Aww wow at Xmas too!!! I'm sticking with the triple the Xmas loss figure and react accordingly
 
Leaping lords! Well done Los isla de slim bum! Brilliant!
 
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