bex!
Back on the diet train...
hey guys not wrote for abit but not been well.
. ive been told by the doctor to stop the diet until i ad finished my antibiotics an wait a few days after (this was nearly 2wks ago).
anyway ive been feelin really sori for myself and as a result my plan 2 eat healthy until i could restart backfired big time. :cry:. ive ate total rubbish an feel so drained an blah wiv the added downer of feelin like a failure. i keep cryin an cnt b bothered doin anythin.
i avnt been on here tho coz felt bad coz not really got thru my 1st wks. cheated 1st time an 2nd doctor ordered me off. i felt like i didnt deserve, if thats the right word, to be here at the mo if im not on LT an didnt wana moan bout not doin my 1st wk agen. so ive spent the last wk hidin.
anyway i went to the doctors 2day an she sed i can restart on monday. this is great news as i can get back on track the only thing im worried about is the fact this will b my 3rd restart an im scared i will giv in after a few days coz it was harder the 2nd time after 1 cheat but ive bin back on all the naughty foods for over a wk now, so worried it will b tough. :argh: :help2:
so been readin everyones posts 2 get my inspiration back and stop feelin so down.
wish me luck guys!! im gona need it!!
anyway ive been feelin really sori for myself and as a result my plan 2 eat healthy until i could restart backfired big time. :cry:. ive ate total rubbish an feel so drained an blah wiv the added downer of feelin like a failure. i keep cryin an cnt b bothered doin anythin.
i avnt been on here tho coz felt bad coz not really got thru my 1st wks. cheated 1st time an 2nd doctor ordered me off. i felt like i didnt deserve, if thats the right word, to be here at the mo if im not on LT an didnt wana moan bout not doin my 1st wk agen. so ive spent the last wk hidin.
anyway i went to the doctors 2day an she sed i can restart on monday. this is great news as i can get back on track the only thing im worried about is the fact this will b my 3rd restart an im scared i will giv in after a few days coz it was harder the 2nd time after 1 cheat but ive bin back on all the naughty foods for over a wk now, so worried it will b tough. :argh: :help2:
so been readin everyones posts 2 get my inspiration back and stop feelin so down.
wish me luck guys!! im gona need it!!