tulip85x
Silver Member
Had a massive wobble today. I need some new summer vest tops, especially with DL next week... And there I was heading into Republic (who incidently do up to an 18 in some stuff, I think) when I got all the old feelings back, bout being judged for being too fat to be in there... Was very very weird!!
Then on the way home I bumped into a cousin who I haven't seen in a while and he commented how you could tell I'd dropped a load of weight... This should make me feel better, shouldn't it?
I don't know what is up with me... Today I've resisted chocolate biscuits and cupcakes, I'm being good and I'm proud of me, and I'm still miserable... Needing a kick up the bum
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			Then on the way home I bumped into a cousin who I haven't seen in a while and he commented how you could tell I'd dropped a load of weight... This should make me feel better, shouldn't it?
I don't know what is up with me... Today I've resisted chocolate biscuits and cupcakes, I'm being good and I'm proud of me, and I'm still miserable... Needing a kick up the bum
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 Anyway, I think the best I can hope for tonight is a 2lb gain!!! Hoping not more than that, but sure it won't be less :cry:  At least I'll be able to start behaving again now as i've run riot a bit!! New bfrd not helping, I think he is a 'feeder'!!! Wish me luck girls! :flirt2: