hi there whizzbang, have you ever considered getting some counselling? I really feel there is someone out there who could help you. You could mention it to your doctor maybe, or try a self-help book. I hear Gillian Riley's Eating Less comes highly reccommended.
Hope you're feeling better soon and take good care of yourself.
				
			Hope you're feeling better soon and take good care of yourself.
 
				 
						 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		