Just wanna say I hate being fat! It's completely ruined my mental and obviously physical state. I am such an uptight person. Can never let loose ! Always feel that anxiety taking over which turns me into an awkward person. I think I repel people because they think I'm weird ! I don't know .... I don't think anyone feels the same way. But being fat has taken over my life and turned me into a person I don't want to be. I have no confidence as feel like I am unworthy. Even after losing 2 stone something so far(4more to lose), those feelings have not gone away. I don't know how to break away from the person I don't want to be, into a fun, outgoing person!! So frustrating. Totally self-hating now. Sticking with CD but feeling sad.