Katycakes
Stubborn tortoise
Thurs June 4th
OK... had a couple of bad days food wise, I think it was a combination of jet-lag tiredness and also elation at being home & not having put on weight, and having a whole kitchen to go rummaging through of course. While accepting Serena's 1500 step advice with my head, I was busy stuffing myself with sandwiches and oatcakes with peanut butter... hmmm. Yesterday midday I knew I was eating for a bad reason, because I was upset over stressy OH, and managed to stop that from turning into a binge... so the impulse is still there, but so is an awareness that definitely didn't used to be. Or maybe it was, but the desire to stop a binge never was.
So... just got weighed by CDC & officially I am 10.13, which means have put on since my return but no more than I deserve. I am still under target so that's OK. Still trying to decide whether to move target down to 10.7 or just focus on maintaining for now.
Food today:
Brekky: CD porridge with berries & Greek yog
Snack: CD bar & herb tea
lunch: 2 x quorn fillets with soda bread, salad & ketchup
tea: ? not sure yet.
Trying to eat main cals in middle of day to see if that helps.
OK... had a couple of bad days food wise, I think it was a combination of jet-lag tiredness and also elation at being home & not having put on weight, and having a whole kitchen to go rummaging through of course. While accepting Serena's 1500 step advice with my head, I was busy stuffing myself with sandwiches and oatcakes with peanut butter... hmmm. Yesterday midday I knew I was eating for a bad reason, because I was upset over stressy OH, and managed to stop that from turning into a binge... so the impulse is still there, but so is an awareness that definitely didn't used to be. Or maybe it was, but the desire to stop a binge never was.
So... just got weighed by CDC & officially I am 10.13, which means have put on since my return but no more than I deserve. I am still under target so that's OK. Still trying to decide whether to move target down to 10.7 or just focus on maintaining for now.
Food today:
Brekky: CD porridge with berries & Greek yog
Snack: CD bar & herb tea
lunch: 2 x quorn fillets with soda bread, salad & ketchup
tea: ? not sure yet.
Trying to eat main cals in middle of day to see if that helps.