Maz, I would just like to say that I was lurking the other day and saw the pictures of you from your brothers wedding. You look absolutely stunning. You have a beautiful well-proportioned figure and are drop-dead gorgeous too! You really don't look like a size 14 bottom and size 16 top - and besides does it really matter about being a 12 as long as you are wearing lovely clothes that fit?
I know what you mean about 12 stone seeming heavy for a woman - I used to feel like that too and thought I was equivalent to a beached whale at 12 stone. It was not until I was knocking on 18 stone at the beginning of the year that it dawned on me that actually now I really was begining to resemble a beached whale and actually 12 stone was really quite ok for someone my height (5ft7in) albeit slightly over bmi 25 but only just!!!!
I am almost down to 12 stone again at the moment and although I am aiming for a goal of 11 stone if I were to end up maintaining around the 12 stone mark I think I would be ok with that - at least I can buy clothes in most shops now rather than being limited to bon marche and evans!
I hope you have a fantastic holiday