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[mrs-s]

My mum is abit like that she doesn't listen to what I say for LO and gets offended if I say no to things, think they forget they are our babies not theirs sometimes! Hope I'm not interfering when it's me the granny haha, DH is out of order not you, you even mentioned before you went you wanted him to take you home in afternoon so it's not like you wernt planning it anyway, I'm glad we live nearly an hour to either parents house cus we don't see them all the time, once a week or every other week is by far enough, hope your relaxing now, I just got in bath had stomach cramps all say just think he's getting engaged and still got my cold, he keeps pressing nerves in my leg and it kills! xx

 

[oasis6918]

Ah no, hopefully it's just him getting into position for you, you haven't got long left so I hope he is planning on staying where he is until your section I'm a bit more chilled now, just know it's going to get worse when hubby gets home though but he doesn't like to argue at all so I'll just let him say his piece, I'll say mine and then I've got nothing else to say on the matter. I'm wiped out now though x

 

[mrs-s]

My DH just winds me up more cus he won't argue back so I just end up saying more and more nasty things til I get a reaction out of him then iv took it too far and feel awful but he just does stupid things and doesn't think before he speaks! Xx

 

[oasis6918]

I know what you mean, he's back now. We don't really argue, if we do it doesn't last long. But he's back and nothings really been said, just carrying on as normal so I'm fine with that. We'll see what happens next he he xx

 

[rebecca1608]

Hope it all works out ok for you, you done nothing wrong.

 

[oasis6918]

It'll be fine I'm sure, just sick of having to put everyone else first. got enough on my plate at the moment.
Full of stress about birth in case of a section, and living off about 5 hours sleep a night. Thanks hun xx

 

[oasis6918]

Just had an amazing spaghetti bolognaise, I asked hubby earlier if he wanted spaghetti bolognaise or fajitas, he said spaghetti bolognaise. So I made it, handed it to him and he said 'oh you made it with spaghetti?' Lol give me strength ha ha but he thoroughly enjoyed it. I just used a jar sauce though and added some of my own ingredients.

Today I've had.......
Breakfast - Choc Weetabix mini's and lactose free milk, some grapes and strawberries

2 packets of crisps, and 2 cookies and a double decker snackd on between 11 and 4 when I started tea as had no lunch!

Tea -
Spaghetti bolognaise (huge plateful) no cheese, no garlic bread
Doubt I'll manage anything else tonight, I'm stuffed and have heartburn oops

 

[beccaharrison89]

aint had spag bol for agess and i love it.
i find though its dead filling but later you end up starving ha.

 

[oasis6918]

It's my favourite, I don't have it as often as I'd like because hubby isn't a huge fan and he prefers it with pasta but it's not the same

 

[beccaharrison89]

i do like it with pasta too but i have to have lots of cheese with it.dont enjoy it the same othawise ha

 

[mrs-s]

I love spag Bol we had it last night, tip though I put a light dairylea slice in between the pasta and the sauce, 48cals and it all melts gives you loads of cheesiness for hardly any cals sounds horrid but try it next time it's so so good xx

 

[beccaharrison89]

ooo that sounds gd mite try tha next time as i norm have lots of grated cheddar

 

[mrs-s]

I do too but yesterday we didn't have none so I improvised and it was a lot nicer than normal cus it made the spaghetti all creamy x

 

[oasis6918]

I've just had to rush my Mum to my aunts as my other aunt with cancer has collapsed and isn't going to make it through the night. I can't believe all this stuff is happening at once. It's awful I feel so bad, I burst into tears trying to tell hubby but I'm holding it together at the moment x

 

[mrs-s]

oh no, sorry you have to go through this. I'm not good with words but thinking of all your family xxx

 

[oasis6918]

Thank you, I'm not good with stuff like that either. it's the second bit of bad news I've heard today a friend of mine's husband has taken a turn for the worst after a brain op a week and a half ago, he's in intensive care, sedated and on a ventilator as he can't breath. My Gran is in hospital at the moment, she had a hip replacement on Friday, I spoke to her tonight she's okay but I'm panicking that something might happen as it usually comes in 3's x

 

[beccaharrison89]

so sorry to hear all your bad news hun ,i not good with words eitha xx

 

[oasis6918]

Yeah I'm totally rubbish too, didn't know what to say to my friend earlier. All I know is the really bad stuff only happens to the best people. Makes me feel so selfish all the stuff I've been going on about winging recently, I know it's not as black and white as that though x

 

[oasis6918]

And thanks xx

 

[Cas3]

I'm really sorry Teri, your not selfish at all you hun, im thinking of you and your family xx