I've had a rubbish day, had a bit of a melt down earlier. Was doing okay came back from my mum's about 2 started to feel really uncomfortable due to my spd and Jack was being really grumpy he was exhausted, which is the only time he gets in a bad mood. hubby went out to clean my rabbits out for me so I was tryin to tidy up, my sciatica was just agony, I couldn't stand, sit, lie down and Jack kept bein naughty and crying but wouldn't sleep so I felt even worse I had to keep telling him off. Eventually I took him up stairs when hubby was putting wardrobe up in babies room but Jack created even more kept wanting daddies tools so I had to tell him off more and I felt awful just wanted to entertain him not tell him off. Then about half 5 he still hadn't had a nap but I thought perfect I'll give him his tea, bath then bed. Got downstairs I was in agony with my sciatica couldn't even stand and wait for the kettle couldn't sit on the chair so painful, never felt like that before but I was tryin not to get upset as hubby was nearly done upstairs and I was just frustrated at not even being capable of standing long enough for the kettle. Jack ate his tea no prob but fell asleep absolutely exhausted. I thought I'd pulled myself together until hubby came down asking me about a wedding photo frame, he must have been able to tell something was wrong cos he said he could tell by my face I didn't care and I looked totally fed up, then it just all went to pot ended up crying but hubby was great as always, asking what he could do/get for me if I wanted him to cook tea, go to chemist, help me to bed etc but I think because he knows I don't really get upset he knew something was wrong. I was explaining to him though that it wasn't the pain so much as the frustration of not being able to do anything anymore, and he said not long to go but I can honestly say 100% that although I can't wait to meet my daughter I'm not even sick of being pregnant I was just so fed up with today's situation and pain. Needless to say hubby came and talked to bump and asked her to move, she started moving loads about10 mins later and I'm in no where near as much pain! I realised she last moved at lunch before I left my mum's so she must really have been lying in a bad position. I'm about to go in a nice hot bath to relax a bit.
Cas, are you finding time for all 3 girls? Or is it exhausting making sure no one is left out? I'm so worried that I'll spend all my time making sure Jack isn't left out I might not leave enough time in the first few weeks to enjoy Naomi xx