**BUTTERFLY**
Member
Ok...so I was meant to start yesterday....My mum has gone away for 6 months :cry:...so after a tearful goodbye at the airport I really couldnt face the restart...I know the excuses are starting already...spoke to my CDC...Agreed I'd start today...but in my rush to work forgot my packs ...didnt eat at all cos I didnt take money...Part of my plan to stop temptation...by the time I got in i was a wreak and had sunday dinner....so blip 2!!! ANYWAY....I have packed my bag for tomorrow so NO EXCUSES....I am ready and I do want this!!!! I wasnt going to post but I want to be honest cos I really need the support and I know no one can support me if I hide my struggling!!!.... Thanx end of Rant!! LOL Hope everyone elses is all good today xxx