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Hi Paula
I'm doing slim fast and a small meal veg and chicken... its going ok... i have my low moods on this... but i'm hanging in there to the end ... I also said once i get more cash i'll move to CD but really it seems more out of reach every day... Oh well never mind i'll take it day by day :)
Which part of OZ are you going to Paula.
 
Hi honey,i think my major problem is loving myself.Ive never been able to do this even though people are always telling me how beautiful i am.Ive read that many books and had councilling i just dont want to spend the rest of my life thinking and worrying about my weight.

Were going 2 hours south of perth 2 a place called bunbury,im really looking forward to it just anxious going over FATxx:cry::cry::cry:
 
My sons friend moved out to perth oct last year , I know the visa ran out July and he never came back so must of made it out there , they say its a better life . So i guess while you are thinking of your weight and worrying, you would tackle it head on . Well you are doing really well , just keep going thats all we can do until the finishing line , lets hope we see it soon ! You will be so busy with the move and your goodbyes you won't get time to think of food , happy times and sad times ahead .
 
thanks honey,it probally hasnt helped that ive been off work for 6 months after my back operation.Im so used to working 12 hours a day.Im planning to get a lot more active when im out there.
What you up to this w end?
 
Hi Paula
6 months at home after working long hours ... well first few weeks is great then you run out of things todo ... and after the op you have to rest so i guess you've read the inside to the outside of mags hehe , but i bet you've learnt alot reading them too hehe . Really hope your back is better soon ! Me today ... well i can't stay home as i did that yesterday , just came off the phone from my sister was on there 90 mins ... i think i'm going to go to town and spend , it always puts a smile on my face plus out of slim fast too so need to top up . Where do you work Paula i guess you would have left by now because of the move . You now have so much to lookforward to , its going to be so good , lots more sun and carmer way of life no more rushing , they say that don't they, its a slower way of life there,. What will you do today Paula , well i will catch up later with your post , i'm going to head off now and get out . Catch you later Paula . Have a good day
 
hi lovey when i was working i was special needs assistant ,did mobile hairdressing in the afternoons and was a youth worker two evenings a week.I was really busy.I worked too many hours.
Today im just busy round the house then tonight my friend and her husband are coming up 2 av a few beers.Hope you have a lovely time shopping and spending lolxx
 
Hi Paula
Well got to town on an empty stomach so went to tesco and did some shopping , and came home , and went to my sisters for most of the day. So really didn't get round the shops .
My bro in law is a manager for youth service , odd hours he does . Thats good varied work , which one do you like most , but i notice they all have something in common , all working with people in different ways . Have a fun night with your friends round catch up with you soon Paula .
 
glad you had a lovely day hunny,when im in oz im gonna work in a childrens home helping children with problems.When i did my youth work i worked for the county councilxx
 
IM GONNA GIVE MYSELF A GOOD TELLING OFF.i HAVE NOT BEEN GOOD.iF I WAS GOOD ALL WEEK I COULD LOOSE 4 POUND SO I HAVE GOT TO GET A BLOODY GRIP
 
Hi Paula hun,

Don't shout at yourself. You sound as if you are a little low at the moment. You seem to me as though you have the determination to see this diet through and look how good your ticker is looking!!!!!

Chin up and get that positive head on your shoulders!! ;)

xx
 
Hi Paula
Sometimes its hard to be good .... And yes you do look at it like i could of lost 4lbs . Its all todo with our frame of mind at the time what we do at the time . I'm feeling crappy today in mood , don't feel hungry just can't seem to get a grip on little things . Its a rollercoaster dieting . its all going to work out !
 
Dont beat yourself up love. You have so much going on at the minute its no wonder that you are feeling down. At least you have an excuse - my diet is going out the window and I dont know why?

Hope you feel better soon.

HUGS

Ax
 
Catch it before it goes right out of the window andi :)
 
hows it going hun ????
 
Hi Paula
Postive vibes for today............. yes big ones , I don't see the scales move this week , so next monday there better be a change . Hope you are doing good Paula
 
Hi Jools
My weigh in , well its not moved all week , But TOTM has been going on longer than it normal does , so i don't know what my body is playing at , hope it sorts itself out soon . How are you doing Jools , reading your post there ,where you lived in spain , lovely
 
Hi guys well im gonna go for it now,im gonna take each day as it comes.I would like to get 3 pounds off this week .
Ive had me blip and now need to get this fat off:innocent0001:
 
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