I know what its like to obsess over pregnancy. I'm an obsessive kind of person and I made myself miserable for about 4years wanting a baby but my partner didn't, I thought about babies everyday and even seeing people pushing prams made me more depressed. In the end my periods stopped for 3 years and I thought it was the end. It got too much and my partner and I split up. I would have had ivf if I had a partner, when I was single I tried to foster and adopt but I rented and my arsehole of a landlord wouldnt give permission, so I was about to move house when I met a new partner. I was 'honest' with him from the start and told him I couldn't have kids, two months later I was pregnant.
I spent 6 years a miserable mess, I know how it can take over your life. My obsessiveness is now working on our Florida holiday, I've itinerised until every second of our day is accounted fit, and its on my mind every day. The brain just hasn't adjusted to not thinking about something all the time, I'm not sure what my brain will do in its spare time when I've been on my hols.
I really hope your fertility treatment goes well, your lucky in many ways, not every woman has a man willing to go through it.
