Yoo hooo - only me!
I've mainly been being a tad growly, mentally if not out loud. Reggie is always growly but with the heat we've been having at least he's getting some airflow with the kilt on
Car was back in the garage today, hopefully this time they've fixed it! time will tell - but I'll tell you this much, I'm not leaving home for a while without my book and a drink of water just in case and I'm not going very far either. No trust!
Weight-wise I think I've put on heaps lately. My clothes are all tight - I think that's partly why I'm growly. I seem to be on a downward spiral which is mad because in many ways things are not exactly going well but are certainly a lot better than they were say 3 or 4 months ago. I just seem to have no control over anything. I'm not eating large volumes or bingeing just eating all the wrong foods because in some ways I feel as if I just don't care. I have no idea what this is all about. I'm not really a great one for self-analysis which is probably why I've been quiet as if I wrote here, I would try and figure it all out and I just can't.
I don't want to just "do the best I can" - I've been doing that for the last 18 months or so, and "the best I can" is quite frankly not good enough. I wish I could go to a group I think although I never did stay to meetings much, the discipline of going along to be weighed and wanting to get an approving smile from the consultant helped.
Pfffffffffft. I think I need a kick up the arse and being told to get back on the straight and narrow. No excuses.
Last week of the school year this week, it seems bizarre that LittleOM is doing all Xmas carols and stuff already. She's off for 7 and a half weeks!
I need to find a good hiding place
Anyway, hope everyone is having a good week. Sorry for being a growly old bag!