Hi everyone, cheer me up please!!!
Moonshine hunnie lovely to see you babe! xxxx
Kim, dont worry about the 1lb love, when i was on the antibiotics i put on 3lbs! It will soon come off next week xxxx
Louisa im gobsmacked love, thats a wonderful weightloss well done!!!
Polly hope you catch up on sleep hun and feel better soon xxxx
claireybell mwah xxxx
Well we went out last night, wasnt too bad but hardly anyone sang on the karaoke, i saw quite a few people i know which was nice......OH got pissed but I let it go.....again. Then tonight we went to see in laws, i drank water but my f-i-l (who was the first person in a room to take the piss out of my weight was the first person this time to say 'blimy girl you look fabulous.....which made my day). Then we came home and got ready to go to a party just down the road. I must admit I didnt really want to go as I knew it would be the same as everytime we go out and he would get pissed. I will admit tho, today was the first time I got dressed up then looked in the mirror and told myself I looked great lol! I got the OH to take a picture, will try and download it in a minute. Well we got to the party, and surprise surprise, off he went to the bar area and stayed there all evening, downing white wine (which we took to the party) then when that was gone, he started on the red wine. And ignored me all night talking to some bloke about football, taekwondo and boxing. That didnt bother me that much, it was more the fact he started staggering around and bumping into things. At this stage I was getting more and more fed up and then he sat in a chair and fell asleep/passed out. I said to a couple of friends if I suddenly disappeared would they mind giving him a lift home, then I thought why should I let him ruin our friends birthday party so i poked him and said 'we're going'. He followed me silently then when we got home he fell out of the car, staggered up the path, went upstairs and puked everywhere. I took a pillow downstairs and told him he wasnt sleeping with me cos i didnt want him anywhere near me, he just sneered at me and lay on the bed. So now I'm downstairs at half past bloody 12 absolutely fuming while i can hear him snoring upstairs. Thing is, we're meant to be going to my mums in london next weekend for a party, weve got someone coming in to look after the animals and everything, but i really dont want him to come with me. I told him such and he just said 'whatever'. Im just fed up with every bloomin time we go out he gets like this, its just not fair. Even my works xmas do he did it too, passed out at the table. Wa**er. GGGRRRRRRR. sorry folks. xxxx