lisalulu
Silver Member
Hello ladies. I've had such a busy day (which I'll moan about in a minute... 
) and I've missed my CD support from you all. I'm too tired to read through all the posts, but have seen this last page. So congrats Katy, bet you are feeling pretty damn good. Target next week, I wanna see piccies Mia hun, don't beat yourself up, you've a week to lose it again, you'll be fine
What a day!! Was woken with a phone call at 6am asking me to drive my mum to work as her car had broken down, then I had to meet my bro at the hospital and drive him home after her had a mole removed and felt sh*tty. He then insisted I take him to McDonalds for lunch to make him feel better- and ladies, did I eat? No- I RESISTED!! Wooohooooo! Then had to take Imogen to nursery, met my friend whose littlun was knocked down, went shopping for a birthday present for my sister in law, cleaned the car where Mollie had a potty training accident (....nice!) and went back to pick Imogen up. Came home, bathed the kids, tidied the house and then off for a dreaded meal with the in-laws!!
The meal was, shall we say, a struggle. My sister in law, who turned 30 today, has severe autism and is really keen on routine. Anything that is going to happen out of the ordinary has to be brought up with her up to 3 or 4 weeks before hand, explained fully to her over and over again until she understands and feels comfortable with it. She is also epileptic and if she doesn't like something, or can't handle something she hyperventilates which normally causes her to seizure. Anyway, I get to my mother in laws house and kindly explain to her that the meal looks lovely but I'm following CD and won't be eating, but will join them at the table with my bar and some water. Was she ok with this? Was she b*ll*cks! She kicked off firstly about the 'ridiculous diet' which is putting my health at risk, probably making me have no energy and making me a 'lesser mother'. Charming! Then she told me I HAD to eat in case Kates got upset and had a seizure. So I did.
I'm a coward, but I'm so sick of fighting with her. I'm pretty sure the only thing Kates would have been upset about is if we'd have been screaming like banshees at one and other, and I really didn't want to spoil her special day. Luckily, MIL had made a roast chicken dinner, so I had two small slices of chicken without skin, broccoli, cauliflower and peas. I did manage to resist MIL's delicious, homemade blackberry and apple crumble. I'm too tired, upset and stressed to care that I've ruined the diet this week, I don't care if I have 3 days of hell to get back into ketosis.
Sorry for the rant. Needed to get it off my chest so I can move on. I just don't understand how some people, especially ones who are meant to care about you, can be so blooming sabotaging! I need sleep and a fresh start tomorrow. Love and hugs to anyone who has stayed long enough (or is bored enough) to read this far xxxx
) and I've missed my CD support from you all. I'm too tired to read through all the posts, but have seen this last page. So congrats Katy, bet you are feeling pretty damn good. Target next week, I wanna see piccies Mia hun, don't beat yourself up, you've a week to lose it again, you'll be fineWhat a day!! Was woken with a phone call at 6am asking me to drive my mum to work as her car had broken down, then I had to meet my bro at the hospital and drive him home after her had a mole removed and felt sh*tty. He then insisted I take him to McDonalds for lunch to make him feel better- and ladies, did I eat? No- I RESISTED!! Wooohooooo! Then had to take Imogen to nursery, met my friend whose littlun was knocked down, went shopping for a birthday present for my sister in law, cleaned the car where Mollie had a potty training accident (....nice!) and went back to pick Imogen up. Came home, bathed the kids, tidied the house and then off for a dreaded meal with the in-laws!!
The meal was, shall we say, a struggle. My sister in law, who turned 30 today, has severe autism and is really keen on routine. Anything that is going to happen out of the ordinary has to be brought up with her up to 3 or 4 weeks before hand, explained fully to her over and over again until she understands and feels comfortable with it. She is also epileptic and if she doesn't like something, or can't handle something she hyperventilates which normally causes her to seizure. Anyway, I get to my mother in laws house and kindly explain to her that the meal looks lovely but I'm following CD and won't be eating, but will join them at the table with my bar and some water. Was she ok with this? Was she b*ll*cks! She kicked off firstly about the 'ridiculous diet' which is putting my health at risk, probably making me have no energy and making me a 'lesser mother'. Charming! Then she told me I HAD to eat in case Kates got upset and had a seizure. So I did.
I'm a coward, but I'm so sick of fighting with her. I'm pretty sure the only thing Kates would have been upset about is if we'd have been screaming like banshees at one and other, and I really didn't want to spoil her special day. Luckily, MIL had made a roast chicken dinner, so I had two small slices of chicken without skin, broccoli, cauliflower and peas. I did manage to resist MIL's delicious, homemade blackberry and apple crumble. I'm too tired, upset and stressed to care that I've ruined the diet this week, I don't care if I have 3 days of hell to get back into ketosis.
Sorry for the rant. Needed to get it off my chest so I can move on. I just don't understand how some people, especially ones who are meant to care about you, can be so blooming sabotaging! I need sleep and a fresh start tomorrow. Love and hugs to anyone who has stayed long enough (or is bored enough) to read this far xxxx
