day 37 wow where is the time going?
well im going to cut the bars out for a week or so as i have stayed the same since last tuesday when i had my 3lbs loss. but since then the scales havent moved im not too worried about it really as i know they will do.
could be because im a day late for totm, so hopefully totm does come this month. so decided to have 4 shakes a day as i make all my shakes up with 750mls of water plus i drink 2.25 litres of water a day as well. so if my body is having a wobbly moment holding on to the water this should help. plus think im due a weight loss any day now well thats what i tell myself and i have every faith in the diet.
todays been rather easy really was my lazy day, woke up early didnt get enough sleep so i had to go back to bed this morning to catch up. tomorrow and the rest of the week are manic lol.
mine and my mums order comes tomorrow so that will be great, lots of choc truffle bars and lemon bars to look at lol and not eat this week lol.
ive done a vlcd diet quite a few times and ive tried to do it more times than i can remember. first time i did a vlcd i got to my goal anyway the next time i tried and tried and lets just said failed and failed many times. then i got lucky and managed to sick to one for 6 weeks and then fell off due to xmas. so come sunday and i weigh in for my 6 week weigh in everything past then is a bonus and a big mile stone that i will be passing.
ive still got the enthusiasim that i had at the begining nothing phases me, ive no desire to eat even if i have wanted something no way would i break the diet. plus every day is a step closer to being able to wear all my clothes again. to finally start to feel good about myself and not be embarressed by the way i look and wobble.
i felt very concious going away with my new bf, walking around in a swim suit, which you just cant hide the lumps and bumps in at all. he likes me as i am as he knows no different. but i felt so concious and uncomfortable wobbling around the pool while all these really slim and fit girls walking past me. made me think what does he see in me? well what ever it is, cant possiblibly be my body at the moment lol.
but thats a work in progress.
so thats whats keeping me going,
x