i'm going to add to this, because although i'm at target, it takes a while to ajust, and although iv been at target for a few weeks now, because of YSOTY and my driving test and now back at college, iv not really had much time to take a step back and really feel it, and feel the change.
so
1. stop going into shops and thinking i'l still fit into a 14 and actually pick up 10's. i suppose thats my disorted view that a 12 - 14 is the only beautifully curvy and still healhy size? i think deep down theres still a bit of me that doesnt wanna be skinny, cause i'v never been it, curvey is all i know.. and getting into my first size 12 was the best bit of my entire weight loss journey.
2. To learn how not to be self councious when eating around others.
3. Find my confidence again.
4. completly re-define my relationship with food. It does not conrtol me and i do not need it to feel better. Even if i'm convinced it does.
5. To start again. A whole new me. I'm not the fat girl anymore.