On the note of skinny girls!!!
Last night there was a few "skinny girls" at the party!! One was a beautiful blonde, naturally pretty and a nice girl too!! But i was "studying them" last night!! The blonde girl was constantly worrying about the way she looked!! That her hair wasn't sitting right!! That her legs were terrible in the skirt that she was wearing!! And she looked frigging amazing!!!!
There was another girl who was slim too! (not such a pretty face) but a girl thats all into her hair and make-up etc etc!! And i was watching her from the start of the night too!! She constantly looked PARANOID! I don't know what reason for but she was constantly looking at everyone up and down taking in their faces and cloths etc!!!
There was another girl who WASN'T slim but i remember her too taking everything in!! i felt sorry for her because she looked like she didn't feel as if she fitted in!!
Another girl who is blonde and like a size 6 wasn't comfortable with herself either!! She NEVER goes out and just says in with her OH and little one!!! and is abit of a tom boy!!!
Okay so that was abit of a ramble!! But my point is.......... that no matter what size we are, soooo many of us are not comfortable in our own skin, or feel inadequate to others!!!
So dieting isn't gonna make us love ourselves!! We have to look at all the AMAZING FACTORS of ourselves and start doing that anyway!! Dieting may help abit but there is sooo much more!!!
Now i'm no size 12 yet and i don't know where i got it from, but i felt FANTASTIC about myself last night!! It was probably just me but i felt attractive and sexy and womenly and like i was worth just as much as everyone else who was at the hen night last night!! I think maybe i felt better about myself than some of the size 10/gorgeous girls lmao!!
I really hope this message makes sense!! I know what i wanted to say in my head but the hangover is maybe making things come out a little wobbly lol xxxxxxxxxx