Fizzys Journey..

OMG fizz. i dont know how your doing it. your other half sounds like a right one. i dont know how your coping. but keep going and keep thinking of the look on his face when you reach your goal. you need to learn to switch off to him and only respond when he says something nice. just keep posting and keep going. it will get easier. heres to another day:D

kerry :):):)
 
Oh fizz, am freezing too. Initially thought i had fever but its due to the low calorie intake. Am day 7 and havent been 100% and husband hasnt been too encouraging. I made lovely fried rice yesterday and couldnt even taste for salt. God, its so tough but when pressed a had a little grilled chicken. We need to stay strong especially those of us who have to cook and do not have understanding hubbies
 
OMG fizz. i dont know how your doing it. your other half sounds like a right one. i dont know how your coping. but keep going and keep thinking of the look on his face when you reach your goal. you need to learn to switch off to him and only respond when he says something nice. just keep posting and keep going. it will get easier. heres to another day:D

kerry :):):)

Thank you so much. Im starting to ignore him anyway ;) I've got my fat pics on laptop and he said 'if you think your putting them on fb or net anywhere, you can think again' so I laughed and said WHY, its my FAT ass and my FAT gut - they will be no more soon and I will post them with the skinny me pics. His reply was 'dont count on getting skinny' :mad: I just walked away and cackled. Thing is though - hes proper getting to me. Im trying not to let him so hopefully one day I can turn around and say, my confidence is sky high and im off to find someone better than you! :rolleyes: Oh I pray for the day!

Oh fizz, am freezing too. Initially thought i had fever but its due to the low calorie intake. Am day 7 and havent been 100% and husband hasnt been too encouraging. I made lovely fried rice yesterday and couldnt even taste for salt. God, its so tough but when pressed a had a little grilled chicken. We need to stay strong especially those of us who have to cook and do not have understanding hubbies

Why are you cooking for him?! Dont!! I havent, apart from I did him burgers and thats when I cracked. Other than that I aint done anything for him and this is how useless he is, hes been living off toast. Heyyyy lard arse.... all them carbs, hes living off carbs mwuahahah hes gonna be HUGE! Trust me - he'll get food when hes hungry, its a hunting instinct inside them ;) I only cook for my son, which has been easy things like ready brek, rice/pasta/sarnies, and then things like a small spag bol for tea, which is tiny its like 6 pieces of spag! lol! I havent cooked for OH :p Cause I know i'll cave in! Keep going!! You can do this, F him, F the haters. Just keep going to say 'I am gonna be looking HOT soon!' :D
 
i think alot of men dont want their women to lose weight because they know there is more chance of us leaving them and finding someone better. they want to keep us fat so we will be quite happy to stay in the house and not go out and see our friends or interact with other blokes. the thought of another guy looking at you will drive him mad. so keep going.

i am lucky on the other hand as my other half even offered to pay for half of 3 months worth of lipotrim. i declined the £175 and he said he would keep it and buy me new clothes with it. bless him. i think he like the thought of having the old me back.

maybe you would be better telling him to do one now. then you wont have that negativity around you. although, a relationship expert i am not;)
 
i think alot of men dont want their women to lose weight because they know there is more chance of us leaving them and finding someone better. they want to keep us fat so we will be quite happy to stay in the house and not go out and see our friends or interact with other blokes. the thought of another guy looking at you will drive him mad. so keep going.

i am lucky on the other hand as my other half even offered to pay for half of 3 months worth of lipotrim. i declined the £175 and he said he would keep it and buy me new clothes with it. bless him. i think he like the thought of having the old me back.

maybe you would be better telling him to do one now. then you wont have that negativity around you. although, a relationship expert i am not;)

As much of a golddigger I will look right now - I cant afford to stay on Lipo without his wages.

Thats one good thing about O/H - he isnt tight with his money and will always buy good quality and will spend where it is needed so im thankful for that its just when hes in his tw@t mood and things get to me even more! Fingers crossed he'll change xx
 
Just had my driving lesson woohoo! Did great [imo of course] and feel good! Only had 1 shake todays woooops! Going to take a hot choc in the bath though now cause ima smelly nelly! Day 9 today, so proud of myself. Hello double numbers!
 
well done on getting through day nine keep up the good work hun. keep slimming:D:D:D
 
Hey fizz i am cooking for him for one simple reason.
We have been trying for a baby for 7 years. I have had 6 miscarriages. He loves food and that is the only way to keep him alive till he gives me a child. Lolll
 
Btw fixx that was so nice to say about you hubby. They all have their days. At times i love mine to bits and and times i just want to wring his neck. Bless them!!!
 
Temmy hunny so sorry about having so many losses thats an awful lot for someone to bear! This diet makes you produce loads of oestrogen and therefore makes you very fertile! :) i feel that if you lose the weight and feel happier and healthier you will easily get pregnant and you WILL get ur baby hunny xxx
 
well done on getting through day nine keep up the good work hun. keep slimming:D:D:D

Thanks!! Im on day 10 - Double Numbers!!!!!!!

Hey fizz i am cooking for him for one simple reason.
We have been trying for a baby for 7 years. I have had 6 miscarriages. He loves food and that is the only way to keep him alive till he gives me a child. Lolll

Bless your heart!!! I've had 2 losses (5 and 17 weeks) so I know it feels, I cant imagine having 6 though - ive got my lil one, hes 3 years old, so im lucky I got him. But slimming will help, I hope you get the baby one day xxx

Btw fixx that was so nice to say about you hubby. They all have their days. At times i love mine to bits and and times i just want to wring his neck. Bless them!!!

Haha so true! Mine isnt supportive at all, and it gets to me to the point I want to leave him.

Temmy hunny so sorry about having so many losses thats an awful lot for someone to bear! This diet makes you produce loads of oestrogen and therefore makes you very fertile! :) i feel that if you lose the weight and feel happier and healthier you will easily get pregnant and you WILL get ur baby hunny xxx

Agreed totally!!!

Another thing, have/did you ever have any tests, or earlier scans? I know where I am (Jessops Hospital, Sheffield) they have a specialist assisted conception unit (ACU) and I have to go there if/when im ttc, because of previous. Both my MC'ages, and son are pure accidents (Ok, I was a *little* slack with contraception! Just dont tell my OH ;) ) but with my latest loss, it was July 2009, and I hadnt taken a contraceptive since then til Feb 2011. I havent had any chance and it prompted me to loose my flab and sort my health out. But they did tell me I could be under an ACU, to see how I go on, it might be worth looking into. I do apologise if youve done all this!x
 
Day 10: Had a shake and soup already, its only 3pm!!!

Ive been cleaning my bedroom this morning and bathed my lil one but im bored now, ive got nothing to do (apart from a mountain of pots) just cant be bothered ha! Im feeling brilliant today, going to restart my 30 day shred once ive got out of my pjs! I might clean something first though, hmmmm...!

Last night my other half went to the shops for me and bought me some magazines, ive cut out all the receipe pages (I have read the mags lol!) and going to buy a laminater this month to do all the pieces and then I can put them into a folder. Theyre all healthy meals, with minimal carbs - thought id tell people incase it was something they'd like to do! Ive also, not sure if ive posted already - but I signed up to a knitting magazine! Im going to learn to knit while im on this diet, ive got a lovely wool shop 5minutes from my house so I can go there for materials etc. Hopefully it will bump my eBay shop up a notch :D Currently I only really sell, bits and bobs that I buy in bulk from a local cash n carry. So, hopefully I can sell some handmade bits for people and make stuff to order. Ive been really busy, and looked up some courses (which ANYONE nearby to Sheffield can join me in!) of beads/buttons and how to incooperate them onto different pieces. So if anyone would like details ill dig their facebook page out, they have evening events for less than 30pounds where you learn :) Looks brilliant.

Other half is being alot nicer to me the past 2 days, I threatened to delete him off this game he plays and he said 'if you do that youll have the laptop wrapped around your neck' so I was like 'Oh, the game means that much to you that the person you *love* you'd hurt her just cause of a game?!' .... since that he hasnt been on the game, he sat with ME on the SAME sofa watching Desperate Housewives (ok he had my take a break filling the puzzles out!) but still - wow! Lets hope it continues ;)
 
whooohooo Fizz love is defo in the air again girl...... hmmm maybe coz you're gonna be all skinnychick he's feelin all threatened!!!!!!!!! long may it continue!!!

No idea what it is but whatever is doing this to him - keep it going! haha! im feeling much happier, brother-in-law came up today with his girlfriend - and she saw some old pictures of me - she said 'who is that girl with [other half]?' I felt insulted at first and said 'Its me!!!' and then realised she wasnt being nasty, but took my reply badly and I said thats what I used to be like, that was me 4 yrs ago. And she went 'oh I know why youre doing this diet then' - dim sh1t she can be sometimes! Shes only 16, or 17 and shes proper hilarious with things she comes out with like 'how many tests do you have to do before you can drive' ... ' oh you mean lessons?' ... 'errm them hours you have in a car?' :rolleyes: Bless! I was her age with a house under me and a newborn!!!! But shes scaring me, she keeps mentioning 'if I got pregnant' or 'when we get married i'll be ** [surname]' and im like WHEN, sorry WHEN you get married?! You've been together a few months - for christ sake dont trap him with a baby. Bro in law is a month younger than me and hes a brill uncle to my lil un but seriously he couldnt cope 24hrs a day! Bizzare that younger people are pregnant and that, and im soo against it like they WILL fail and stuff, yet I have to step back and say 'christ you was 15 and pregnant!' but I see what it does to lifes, and how it changes everything - its not good, I dont regret my child at all, but I do wish i'd have waited even if it was just 1 year, I missed out on so much, heavily pregnant for prom, and college outings/holidays etc but it doesnt bother me anymore, I take it all in my stride but sooo wish young girls would not get pregnant and would live their lifes (Fook I sound like my mother!) and I know now, my mum was right all along. Just really gets to me, anyway im going jump off my soapbox and thats my piece for today and im going to go to bed and have a decent nights sleep hopefully, goodbye day 10 and hello 11! :D xxx
 
Day 11: I have done a ketostick and its looking dangerous, I think. Posted in main forum for advice, and guzzling water like its going out of fashion! On my 5th pint of water already and its 9.20am :) Going to retest every 4 or so hours and again in the morning, to see how it is, I need it to come down a colour or 2. Fingers crossed today is as easy as the others have felt so far x
 
Easy peasy! 6.30pm - day 11 - no cheats [not even zero] - just water and 2 shakes, come onnnn! Loving it :D

Dog training tonight - shatters me out then off to my mums for a coffee (although it'll be soup for moi!) then coming home and going to bed, long day tomorrow, out with the dog first thing, long walk around the fields, walking down to someones house to give them a few £'s I owe (wooops!) then got a free day pass at a gym so going to give that a go all day, see what there is [and isnt] and maybe sign up :p All exciting and getting too much - so much so that ive bought a diary haha! :D x
 
Day 12... HELLO!!!!

This is flying past now, I had to double check it WAS day 12 today :D For some reason, I dont feel in ketosis, ive woke up and im STARVING like on day 2-4 :( Not sure whats happening, but im scared that ive done something to knock it out, but cant think what, yesterday I had a beaker of pop (stupidly) but it was zero, and I know that doesnt do anything to ketosis, and I only had water and lipo other than that so dont know whats up with me. Unless you just get these days?

I'm still cold so hopefully im ok :) But im off to my first day at the gym today. Having put that - I did an hour on dance central (longest ive done so far on this diet) and I did 50 on my ab machine. So maybe thats why im hungry? Or more so hunger pangs! Going to see about toning my legs and arms up as I dont need to concentrate on my belly cause I do that at home! It is just my arms and legs im paranoid about going saggy. Got 2 hrs before I need to be there, and im ready for this :D
 
Im dying!!!! Only did a bloody hour!!!!!!!!

Oh the prick showing us round, god I wanted to slap him he was like 'yeah its this easy' EASY, EASY I hear you say?! What a nooobhead he was!!!! He was about 5ft nothing and 4 stone wet through the lil shiiiit!!! Oh well, I signed up but he was seriously a dumplin' :) Feeling abit better about myself now though, just water and no lipo so far today, feeling abit sleepy so might have 10minutes on sofa to regain some energy I lost from being dragged around the gym. My other half was saying 'thought it'd be bigger than this, its tiny' but we have 5 gyms we can attend with membership bless him :D
 
Oh fizzz. U ar so funny. I stopped going to d gym when I started dis lipo as I tire n get dizzy easily. I will take a bnreak 4 a month. Well done n dnt gve up
 
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