I've just realised!! it has been exactly 16 months today since i gave up smoking

i really am just a bluddy marvel lol
my first WI is on Tuesday so i am half way through the week. people tend to think having a GB will do all the work for you but it REALLY doesn't work that way. I have found sticking to the plan really easy though as theres so much choice and its all so yummy! the band is a great tool and perfect to use alongside SW. theres absolutely no reason why i cannot shift all this ruddy excess weight for good!
a quick bit of background for my new diary...i am 33, married to my lovely hubby, kevin and have 3 children. we live in devon although i am originally from london and hubby is from minnesota, usa. i work as a volunteer youth worker 2 days per week and he is a fulltime IT geek. our children are 12, 9 and 6. i have been a minis member for a million years but never stick to any diet ordinarily. my problem has always been that i havent really had the self esteem to do it! that has changed a lot in the last year or so as i have successfully given up smoking and anyone who knows me knows that was a major, mindblowing and completely unexpected feat! I did it using a hypnosis book/CD and only did it half heartedly but it worked! so, i knew if it would work for that, it would work for other areas and started seeing a wonderful hynotherapist for a couple of months to help with my self confidence. that worked a treat too as i have successfully almost completed a year of college studying for my Access to Higher Education Diploma (i finish in about 3 weeks) and have a place at university starting in september. Im doing a Youth & Community Work degree and cannot wait! i have also learned that I really don't give as much of a **** about what other people think of me as i used to and that i am a worthy and good person who doesn't need validation from others to know it. THAT was my biggest problem for a lot of years and it is truely liberating to let that people pleasing crap go. i am really quite a different person now and so all of these things have helped me to realise i can tackle this weight. i was in a hurry because I wanted to lose it all before starting university. i felt it would be hard enough being a mature student without being such a fat one so started exante recently but i realise its just stupid for me to deny myself food when i like it so blooming much! it makes me miserable to not have it so i may as well have it but work on losing the excess weight as i go. i also realised that i was being ridiculous as whether fat or thin, i am still me and starting uni will be a great time in my life regardless. so, in a nutshell... thats me! a better and improved me from when i first joined mini but sadly, still a fat and frustrated me. this is where that ends! got my fighting head on and will get rid of this fat!
this weekend is going to be manic as i have a themepark trip and a day of swimming and cinema with the kids to cram in. i have really enjoyed this half term with them and having hubby home from work with us has been the icing on the cake. he usually only has time off when we are actually going away somewhere so it has been lovely to just be at home pottering and spending proper quality time together. having said that though... i have missed my own company and wont be too heart broken when they go back to school and work lol