Hiya when I started my diary on the SW forum I never really put how bad I felt so after losing 4 and a half stone and feeling a whole lot better it didnt really matter how I use to feel because I felt great now. Then I hit a blip and couldnt get my head back into SW and now I wish I had put how bad I was feeling at the time so I had something to stop me in my tracks and get me back on the right track.
Now I am starting WW so I hope nobody thinks I am being morbid but I need to put down how bad I feel now so I have something to resort to if I have a bad patch which I hope I dont.
I feel I have really let my self down for letting my self look and feel like this. I am always comparing myself to skinny people. My body repulses me. I feel like when I am out everyone is looking at me thinking look at the size of her. I wake up in the night gasping for breath and I have no trendy clothes.
Ok I have had my moan now and hope to turn all of the above around. Watch this space.x
Now I am starting WW so I hope nobody thinks I am being morbid but I need to put down how bad I feel now so I have something to resort to if I have a bad patch which I hope I dont.
I feel I have really let my self down for letting my self look and feel like this. I am always comparing myself to skinny people. My body repulses me. I feel like when I am out everyone is looking at me thinking look at the size of her. I wake up in the night gasping for breath and I have no trendy clothes.
Ok I have had my moan now and hope to turn all of the above around. Watch this space.x