cornishkez
Gold Member
Thought it was about time I caught up with my diary! I am so busy nosing and posting everywhere else, I let mine go by the by...
Well I am still plodding on, after my amazing week 1 loss, I then completely let myself down and cheated. Not badly, but I picked at enough naughty things to throw myself out of ketosis and to be presented with a 3.2lb gain the next day.
Well 2 days on I have dropped 2lbs of that, but still need another 1.2lbs gone until I am back where I was. Just wondering now whether I have got time to lose that and some extra before my next weigh in? Oh well, week 2 was never going to be great after that huge week 1 was it?
I am back to fitting comfortable in my clothes, at least I am not bursting at the seams and I feel like my quadruple chin has returned to its normal triple chin self
My sisters birthday today and had to turn down going out for curry
Somebody at work has just announced they are pregnant. (Helen, it's Nicole.) And for those of you who don't know me already on here, me and my partner are fairly sure that we won't be able to have kids without help, if at all. And as much as I tell myself that what will be will be, I can't help but be very jealous and sad when people tell me their good news. As well as my wedding and being able to ride my horsey, thats the other reason for wanting to lose weight...so that I am eligable for IVF. They won't help a fattie that won't help herself?!
Also, I am amazed day by day how nasty people are about weight issues. The amount of things I hear people saying about other people, just makes me cringe at what they might be saying about me!
I commented on how one of our colleagues looks like they've lost weight and how well they looked (Helen, talking about Gill). And another colleague just scoffed and said she always yoyo's, she'll be fat again in a few weeks. Only a small comment, but it's just so nasty! And completely uncalled for! I really do hope that I never take part in these kind of conversations without realising? I would be ashamed of myself if I did!
Well I am still plodding on, after my amazing week 1 loss, I then completely let myself down and cheated. Not badly, but I picked at enough naughty things to throw myself out of ketosis and to be presented with a 3.2lb gain the next day.
Well 2 days on I have dropped 2lbs of that, but still need another 1.2lbs gone until I am back where I was. Just wondering now whether I have got time to lose that and some extra before my next weigh in? Oh well, week 2 was never going to be great after that huge week 1 was it?
I am back to fitting comfortable in my clothes, at least I am not bursting at the seams and I feel like my quadruple chin has returned to its normal triple chin self
My sisters birthday today and had to turn down going out for curry
Somebody at work has just announced they are pregnant. (Helen, it's Nicole.) And for those of you who don't know me already on here, me and my partner are fairly sure that we won't be able to have kids without help, if at all. And as much as I tell myself that what will be will be, I can't help but be very jealous and sad when people tell me their good news. As well as my wedding and being able to ride my horsey, thats the other reason for wanting to lose weight...so that I am eligable for IVF. They won't help a fattie that won't help herself?!
Also, I am amazed day by day how nasty people are about weight issues. The amount of things I hear people saying about other people, just makes me cringe at what they might be saying about me!
I commented on how one of our colleagues looks like they've lost weight and how well they looked (Helen, talking about Gill). And another colleague just scoffed and said she always yoyo's, she'll be fat again in a few weeks. Only a small comment, but it's just so nasty! And completely uncalled for! I really do hope that I never take part in these kind of conversations without realising? I would be ashamed of myself if I did!
