I think, more some rediculous reason, I'm ruining my own progress
I started last year before christmas (8th of december to be exact) and I was nothing but motivated and good! I had Xmas day off, but then I was right back on it the day after. One stone dissapeared (from 10 stone 4 to 9 stone 4, even got down to 9 stone 1, 16 weeks into ww) and I was finally hitting the half-way mark for my target.
I then had exams and the end of my final year of my degree with my dissertation to complete, so I went off plan for a total of about 2 months, and gained 4lbs. Not too bad given the crap I was eating to get through the nights. Really struggled to get back into it all, but I did the week before my holiday, and had a single pound loss. Then I went on an all-inclusive holiday and have come back 3lb heavier. I'm now only 11lbs lighter than I was when I started this whole thing (27 weeks ago) - Which is pretty pathetic.
So I'm on my first week back from my holiday, back to pointing, and I'm struggling. Porridge in the morning use to be my core staple because it kept me full for the longest amount of time of any food I've eaten, and at 2.5 points, it makes the daily allowance 19 easier to manage. But I just don't want it. Yesterday I had crumpets instead (4 points), went out to get my haircut with my mum and ended at wagamamas at about 3.30pm for very late lunch. Instead of being sensible and having a chicken ramen at 9.5 points, i thought sod it, I'll have the katsu curry at 14 points. Even though I new this would lead me to 1 point available for dinner and I really did not fancy 0 point soup. I ended up having 4 pieces of salmon nigiri for dinner, which only totalled to 2 points.
Argh I'm just so angry at myself. And this is such a very long rant! I have my degree results coming out next friday and I'm really really nervous about it. I then have graduation a month later, and I do really want to be back to my lowest weight (9 stone 1lb) by then. But I feel it's all impossible, and when sat there with a choice of crumpets or porridge, I also feel like it doesn't matter

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Edit 1 - The reason I went off plan was because I struggling concentrating on work because my brain was obsessed with points.
Edit 2 - I've finally introduced exercise into my week in order to generate more points for myself, zumba twice a week gains me 12, but I find that it's still not enough!