wobbly tum!
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9lb is a very good loss! Well done x
Thanks!!!
But (irrationally) disappointed today with 9lb off, as that's what the scales said a couple of days ago and i was hoping for more! Doh! Anyway - 9lb off!![]()
Had a bit of a rubbish night: the scariest of scary nightmares. It was like a film! I don't do horror films but this was just like a movie. Ugh. Really horrible.
My fault for having a cup of tea before bed! I'm usually really careful with caffeine after about 3pm but last night really fancied it. That will teach me! (and no use switching to caffeine free tea - I've tried and it tastes 'flat' to me do I'd prefer not to have it at all).
Woke up mega mega early - 4am. Off to do my drive in shortly and go for a swim.
Thanks, sarah. It's horrible, isn't it? I can still picture scenes from it now >shudders<
Swim was fab - although attending a video conference shortly afterwards without time to straighten my hair in between was er... entertaining (for my colleagues!). Crazy mad hair woman is me!
Really grumpy today. Total 'rebellious child' stuff going on. My husband doesn't like me being on packs, and is getting impatient for me to come off them as soon as possible so we can eat the same dinner together. I was all excited this morning with the thought of getting some of this 'slim pasta' or 'zero noodles' but he thinks it will stall my weight loss, or at the least slow me down, and doesn't think it's a good idea. I can see where he's coming from but I'm frustrated.
I know I 'should' be able to manage my weight with 'normal' food, not packs. But the thing is, this works for me. The past two years have been amazing - not always easy, but learning what works and what doesn't work for my weight maintenance. I don't like feeling as though he's trying to control what I do/do not eat. And I'm scared that if I come off packs I will never get back to goal again. Really feel rubbish. I don't want to upset him but this is MY choice, surely?
The only alternative I can see is to come off packs and go super low carb and really small portions, but I know that won't be as easy to stick to... Help!!!
(am going to post this in the main from as well because I don't think many people read my diary!)